Diary of Secrets (bxbxbxb)

Chapter 12

!Warning! s****l content ahead!

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"Jaaaace wake up, we're home" I heard Damon's voice say in my stuporous state. "Come on babyboy, let's get inside... Sebastian's home" I opened my eyes slowly and blinked a couple times to make the grogginess fade. I stretched and arched my back in the seat like a cat letting out a satisfying groan. 

"Gosh you're so adorable" he commented and I noticed he had my door open leaning over me. I wrapped my limbs around him and held on like a koala.

"Carry me" I said laying my head on his shoulder to look up at him "Please?" I asked softly giving my best puppy dog eyes. 

"You're lucky you're cute" he chuckled, lifting me out of the truck and closing the door. He carried me up the steps and the door swung open.

"Is he sleeping?" I heard Sebastian whisper and Damon shook his head "No, he's just being lazy" I snickered and then screeched when he threw me of the sofa. I bounced once before settling spread eagle on the sofa. Damon then disappeared into the kitchen.

"What'd you guys do today?" Sebastian asked after closing the door and coming over to the sofa. He lifted my upper body and sat down, my head falling in his lap. 

"Watched movies then we went rock climbing" I smiled at him "It was super fun" 

"Oh I bet you guys had loads of fun today" he said wiggling his eyebrows and I gave him a questioning look. He looked at my neck and I flushed, covering it with my hand. I didn't realize he left a mark! Well I mean he was sucking pretty good on my neck, but I loved the feeling. Maybe if they did it where my shirts would cover it. Sebastian chuckled at my reaction and began to massage my scalp. I hummed in appreciation as Damon re-entered the living room, coming and lifting my legs to sit under them. 

"I am going to order jimmy johns for dinner" he said running his hands up and down my thighs.

"Yay jimmy johns!" I cheered, smiling at him. 

"Just for you" he leaned over and booped my nose then ghosted his fingers down my cheek and jawline to my neck. He started to lightly graze around the hickey he left and I shivered from the sensitivity of the area. His other hand went a little higher on my thigh, closer to my crotch and I kinda froze. "Sorry, love" he said and moved it back down to my knee.

"N-no, it's okay...just uhm...nervous...about that" I stuttered with a blush. My imagination of making up scenarios in my head is a lot easier than having it done in reality. In my imagination, I could be brave and confident in my actions and they'd like it. In reality, I am not so brave or confident, I don't know of anything s****l that pleases them. I mean obviously, you can touch or stroke a d**k it'd feel good but to be pleasing them completely would be my ultimate goal. And that, is what I don't know how to do. Let's not also forget the fact that I am a virgin and haven't had anything s****l done to me besides the past few grinding sessions I've had.

"Remember, your pace, Jay...we will never be mad at you for not wanting to do anything" Sebastian leaned down to kiss my forehead. I fiddled with the end of my shirt and thought about it for a minute. I know I'm not ready to go all the way yet, but maybe if they just touched me. I shyly looked at both of them and blushed before replying.

"I wouldn't mind if you just...touched me" I said quietly. Sebastian cupped my cheek and his beautiful sapphire eyes gazed into mine "Are you sure?" 

"Yes" I nodded and he leaned down to kiss me softly, I let out a sigh of content and brought a hand up to thread through his blond locks. Damon proceeded with his hand moving up my thigh again, massaging both of my upper thighs before one hand cupped my d**k through my clothes. He massaged it and I felt my erection start to grow, I moaned into Sebastian's when he swiped his tongue across my lip. I opened for him, allowing his tongue to massage against mine. Sebastian's hand left my hair and trailed down my side to the end of my shirt, grazing the exposed skin before he went under the shirt to bring his hand up to one of my n*****s. His fingers grazed across the bud and I shivered at the new feeling of someone else touching me there. My erection was straining against my pants now and I felt Damon's hands move up to the button. He undid the button and slowly unzipped my jeans, giving me time to change my mind if I wanted. He hooked his fingers on the waistband of my jeans and pulled them down. I lifted my hips a little to help remove them completely. 

Damon slowly trailed both his hands from my bare ankles up to my thighs. Sebastian nipped at my bottom lip before pinching my n****e making let out a whimper like moan. Damon's hands went under my boxers massaging my upper thighs, getting dangerously close to my d**k but not touching it. It felt heavenly making me get harder, and I wanted him to touch me. I grinded my hips upward to try and hint what I wanted. But he kept his hands on my thighs, massaging my skin with his rough hands. 

"Tell me what you want baby" I heard Damon say huskily. Sebastian moved his lips down my cheek to my neck where he feathered kisses all along my collarbone. 

"Please touch me" I said breathlessly. Damon took his hands out from under my boxers, hooked them in the waistband and pulled them down and off quickly. I blushed at the fact that my whole bottom half is completely exposed but soon forgot about that fact as his rough hand wrapped around my erection. I moaned as he started a slow pace of stroking me up and down. Sebastian lifted my upper body, sliding out from under me as he knelt on the floor next to me. He tugged on my shirt to get me to lean up and take it off and I quickly obliged leaving myself completely exposed to them. Damon's hand picked up a little speed when Sebastian leaned down and took the n****e he was playing with, into his mouth and moving his hand to play with the other one. I threaded one of my hands back into his hair as the other one gripped the couch cushion. 

"This feels so much better than when I do it" I admitted with a moan. It earned a chuckle from both men. Sebastian grazed his teeth against the bud and I arched my back when Damon started to give a little twist with his strokes. I could feel the white heat building in the pit of my stomach. "Faster Damon" I moaned out. 

"Damn that's so f*****g sexy" I heard him reply with lust dripping off his words and he started to stroke me faster. 

"Kiss me Bash" I panted out and he quickly brought his lips to mine and I moaned loudly against his lips. "I-i'm close" I said against his lips bucking my hips with Damon's strokes. Sebastian moved his mouth to my ear and whispered "c*m for us love" before he began sucking on my neck.

 "f**k" I yelled, clenching the couch cushion while letting out a loud moan that filled the entire room as I came all over my stomach. Damon's strokes slowed down to ride out my orgasm. I breathed heavily as Sebastian kissed up my neck to my lips to give me a peck. 

"Beautiful Jay" He smiled at me and I blushed covering my face, but Sebastian pulled my hands away "None of that, love"

 "Don't be embarrassed babyboy, it was extremely sexy" Damon said "So, want me to order jimmy john's now?" he asked changing the subject.

"Yes, please, worked up an appetite" I giggled out. 

"Go clean up" Sebastian said as he got off his knees. I quickly got up and grabbed my clothes from the ground. I felt Damon give my ass a smack and I jumped and turned around with my eyes wide.

"Couldn't resist" he winked with a shrug. I rolled my eyes and left the room quickly to go clean up in my bathroom. 

Sebastian's P.O.V

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"How was your day?" Damon came over wrapping his arms around my waist after finishing doing the online order. I wrapped my arms around his neck giving him a chaste kiss then sighed.

"It was alright, just tired, that office chair will be the death of my back" I leaned my forehead against his. He started to knead the muscles in my lower back and I moaned out "Ugh that feels so good" 

"Dakota text you too?" He asked me and I nodded in response "He told me he wanted to give Jace some space"

 "I told Jace to talk to him about it, hoping it will be tomorrow when he gets back from Corrine's" he added. 

"It's between them love" I moved and muzzled my face into his neck. "I know but I want to see all my boys happy" he said which made me smile. 

"Well me too, they will work it out, they always do" I kissed his neck. Footsteps came thumping down the stairs and then Jace appeared in the doorway.

"Sorry, do you guys want alone time?" he asked in his soft voice.

"No, it's fine Jay" I chuckled opening my arm to invite him in on the hug. He came over and wrapped his arms around Damon and I, leaning his head against  Damon's other shoulder. He's so short, it's frickin adorable.

He sighed "It'd be perfect if Kota was here" he said quietly

"He'll be home tomorrow" I smiled and pinched his cheek, he swatted my hand away pouting. Just then the doorbell rang. I pulled away from the embrace "I'll grab it" I went to the door and opened it to a delivery girl. 

"Thank you, have a good night!" I said as she gave me the bag of sandwiches and then I shut the door bringing the bag into the living room. "Food is here" I announced, Jace and Damon plopped on to the sofa and I sat down giving them their sandwiches. Jace wanted to watch Shameless, so we put that on and ate our dinner. 

"Who do you guys think is the hottest?" Jace asked after taking a bite of his sandwich. I thoguht about it for a minute.

"Probably Kev" I said.

"Carl" Damon answered

"What about you Jay?"  he had a thoughtful look on his face.

"Either Carl or Ian" 

We ate the rest of our sandwiches in silence. Jace yawned and told us he was going to go to bed, he got up and shyly came over and placed a kiss on my lips and did the same for Damon. "Goodnight, I love you guys" he gave a small smile when we replied with "We love you, Jace" and then he disappeared up the stairs. 

"Bed?" Damon asked and I nodded getting up and collecting the empty sandwich wrappers. I threw them away quickly and we headed upstairs. We went into Damon's room and shut the door. 

"Oh, Jace said that Matt heard us last night" he mentioned and my eyes popped open. 

"Is everything okay with Matt and Jace then?" I asked curiously since they did go to breakfast together. 

"Yeah, I guess Matt found the diary too so he knows everything and is okay with it" he shrugged. 

"Well, we will have to be more careful of who is around then" I said taking a step toward Damon, trailing a finger down his chest. He smirked placing his hands on my hips and pulling me flush against him. He put both his hands on my ass and squeezed while I trailed kisses up his neck. 

"It's been awhile since you've f****d me baby" I whispered in his ear, licking the shell of his ear "I want your c**k inside me so bad" I breathed in his ear, earning a growl from him as he put a hand in my hair and roughly capturing my lips with his. I moaned instantly against his lips as I tugged his shirt up. He took it off and tugged mine up as well before resuming his attack on my lips. He bit my bottom lip, grazing his teeth across the flesh. He made a trail of open mouthed kisses down my neck and bit into my sweet spot, my mouth dropped in a moan, gripping his shoulder blades with my hands. He shimmied my pants and boxers down my hips and I wiggled out of them, my erection slapping up against my stomach. I tugged his sweats and boxers down as well to reveal his hardened c**k. 

"Bend over baby" He said huskily in my ear and I obeyed wiggling my ass in the air as I leaned across his bed. He gave my ass a nice slap "So sexy" he groaned and squeezed one of my cheeks. He leaned down kissing both of my cheeks while he grabbed the bottle of lube from under his bed. I heard him pop the cap, he spread my cheeks apart and then I felt some of the liquid slide down my crack. He used his fingers to smear it around my hole and then he teasing pushed in with a finger but pulled it out quickly. I whimpered pushing my hips back. 

I whined and then he stuck two fingers in me, I moaned and he instantly worked his fingers to find my prostate. I pushed back with a moan when he hit it "Damon, I need you to fill me....Now" I moaned out. He wasted no time in lathering up his c**k and plunging into my entrance with a moan of his own. I hissed a little in pain since it's been a few sessions since he has f****d me. He started a slow thrust until I was moaning softly with each one. He started to speed up his thrusts.

"f**k, yes, baby" I cried out. He then hooked his arms under my armpits pulling me up so my chest was against his back as he pounded into me. "Yesssssss" my eyes rolled into the back of my head as I let my head fall back on his shoulder. Bringing my hands back, holding his head, I turned his head to mine so I could kiss him as he slammed into me. He brought one of his hands to start stroking my d**k with his thrusts. 

I parted away from his lips panting "f**k, f**k, f**k" I moaned with each thrust.

"I'm close baby" he groaned into my ear "Me too" He leaned me back down so my hands held me up and he gripped my shoulders and started to f**k me harder hitting my prostate dead on. I fisted the bedsheets with one hand bringing my other one to stroke my d**k "f**k, Damon" I cried out. After a couple more hard thrusts I came yelling out his name. I felt his warm seed fill me moments later, his thrusts slowed before he pulled out completely. I slumped against the bed and he gave my ass a slap. 

"Let's get washed up love" He said grabbing my hand. I reluctantly got up, but pulled him to me to give him a tender kiss. 

"Amazing as always" I tiredly grinned at him and he smirked back.

"Get your sexy ass in the shower" he patted my butt while I walked to the bathroom to get the shower ready. He came in a minute later with boxers for him and I to wear to bed. When the water was warm enough, we both hopped in and we washed each other slowly to make sure we got every inch of each other's body. After washing ourselves thoroughly, we dried each other then got on the boxers he brought in before heading into his bed. He laid on his back and I laid my head on his chest wrapping an arm across his waist and putting a leg across his. 

"Good night Seb, I love you" he kissed my head.

"I love you, Damon, Good night"