Diary of Secrets (bxbxbxb)

Chapter 19

'Dear Diary,

The most incredible thing happened, I lost my virginity last night. Bash was so loving and caring during the process, not that he isn't already. It felt amazingly sensational, and I can't help but admit that it has awoken a s****l kitten inside me, clawing it's way out for more. No doubt, I'm sore from last night but boy do I want to have all three of them pound me into the mattress, and let their c*m fill me until it's just oozing out. Ugh, I can't wait to be able to feel Kota and Damon inside me too. Gosh, I'm getting horny just thinking about it. Currently, I'm writing on my bed and glancing at Damon and Kota, curled up on his bed. I assume they had some fun of their own last night. I didn't hear it if they did, I admit, I was too damn loud to even care what was going on around me. Off of s****l topics, for now, Bash said to pack a light bag for the weekend, I guess we are going on a trip. I'm pretty excited even though I don't know what we're doing. Just the thought of my lovers and I going on a weekend vacay is satisfying enough.'

I finish my entry as the two start to stir awake on the bed and I close my journal before secretly hiding it back under my bed. I climb down my ladder and a great idea come to mind. With a mischievous wiggle of my booty, kind of like a cat ready to pounce, I leap on to them. They groaned from the collision of my body on theirs. I wiggled myself between them so it's like a Jace sammich.

"Good morning" I said very chipperly 

"What the f**k" Dakota groaned rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He rolled and turned his body toward mine.

"Someone's in a good mood, I wonder why" Damon said while wrapping an arm around me. 

"Oh, no reason" I replied with a smile

"Uh huh, cause we didn't hear you screaming last night" Dakota deadpanned which made me blush.

"That's okay, I thought it was pretty hot" Damon said into my ear making me shiver "I can't wait til you're screaming under me" he added with a wink. 

"Why wait, why don't we do it right now?" Dakota asked suggestively running his hand up and down my body.

I cleared my throat "Uhm Bash said to pack a small bag, we are doing something this weekend?" I said changing the topic. Okay, I crave more s*x but I'm still shy, so I gotta work on that part. And, I'm still pretty sore from last night. 

"Oh yeah, where is he anyway?" Damon asked.

"He went to the grocery store to grab a few things for the trip, he said to wait til you guys woke up to tell you to get ready" I told them as he threw the covers off of him, exposing his naked body. I swear I almost drooled. My eyes traveled every inch of his glorious body, stopping at the appendage I crave the most. I bit my lip and met his eyes. He was already looking at me with a smirk.

"If it wasn't your first time, I'd want to go a round with you right now, but it was so you need to rest love" He told me and I pouted. He got off the bed looking for his boxers before slipping them on.

"I'm going to freshen up and get ready, I suggest you both do the same" He added, heading to the door. 

"Yes, Daddy" I said in a flirtatious tone and he narrowed his eyes at me. 

"I know what you're doing...Still a No, so get your butts ready" he said leaving the room. I let out a loud sigh and turned to Dakota.

"So how was it?" he asked me. 

"It was incredible" I moaned reminiscing and he laughed

"Yeah, my first time was with Sebastian too, he's just so gentle" he commented while scooting closer to me to wrap me in his arms.

"Yeah he was" I agreed turning to face him fully, bringing my arms up and around his neck so I could play with his hair.

"You know, Damon was right...You sounded really sexy last night, made him and I so hard" whispered while running his nose on the side along the side of my face. I felt one of his hands trailed up my shirt, grazing his fingertips along my skin. I hummed and closed my eyes, enjoying his light touch. "I've never topped before, Jacey....and I'm dying to know how you feel around me" he whispered in my ear while he ran his tongue along the shell of my ear. I whimpered and shivered, pressing my body closer to his. I was already horny to begin with so in a matter of seconds, I was hard. Dakota moved his hand down to my hipbone and started to massage it lightly. 

Remembering he was naked under the sheets, I took one of my hands and brought it down to his waist and danced my fingers around his hips. Our eyes met as I wrapped my hand around his length, he let out a low groan while he gripped my hip and I began a slow stroke.

"Touch me too" I said softly, holding our gaze as I leaned in closer before capturing his lips in a tender kiss. He wasted no time in unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans and pushing them down along with my boxers, making my erection pop out. I moaned as he wrapped his warm hand around my d**k. We stroked each other at the same pace as our lips moved heatedly together. I took his lip between my teeth and bit lightly, earning a soft moan from him. I grinned against his lips but it was short lived when he began to stroke faster. 

I detached my lips "Kota" I moaned into his ear as he started kissing and lightly biting down my neck. I matched my pace to his and soon  we were both panting, chasing the release we were both after. My hips started to buck as I got closer to the edge. I pulled his lips to mine when I felt myself about to c*m. A few more strokes and I was moaning against his lips, spilling on to his hand. I added some twists to my strokes and Dakota followed shortly after cumming with a moan. We kept kissing, but it was a slow kiss now. 

"I said get your asses ready" Damon's voice came from the door. We didn't part but I felt Dakota's hand move from me, I peeked and seen he was flipping Damon off. I giggle against his lips before pulling away.

"Okay, okay..don't get your panties in a twist" I said as I shimmied my boxers and pants back on. Damon glared at me.

"I don't have panties but you do" he teased and I rolled my eyes.

"Don't act like you don't like them" I said with a smirk. Dakota laughed and I moved to get up but before I did, I pecked Dakota's lips. I grabbed my duffel bag to start getting clothes together. Damon came over and pinched my buttcheek, making me yelp.

"If you keep the sass up, I'm sure turning your milky ass red would look very pleasing under those panties" He retorted and I blushed. 

"Damon! Come help pack the cooler!" Sebastian's voice floated up the stairs. 

"Hurry up, we are leaving in half hour to beat traffic" Damon said and gave my a butt a little smack before leaving the room. I finished putting my clothes in my bag and then turned to Dakota, who was still lounging in his bed.

"Come on, Kota, get up" I went over and tugged on his arm. He groaned in protest, pulling my arm which made me land on him.

"If you get up and get ready, you can have my ass tomorrow night" I said with a wink and I swear, the boy moved faster than the flash out of his bed. I laughed as he stumbled to throw clothes into his duffel bag and I did not miss the bottle of lube he threw in as well. 

"Pack a swim trunks!" Damon yelled from downstairs. I grabbed swim trunks and my favorite beach towel and threw them in my bag as well. Knowing we were going to go swimming makes me super excited cause that means we are going either to a lake or the beach, either way I'm happy. I love the water, I'm like a fishy. Could possibly be because I'm a Cancer, being a water sign. My phone buzzed on my desk and I wen to check it.

'Mattsy': I know who you can bring to prom! Amber's cousin, Hannah, is coming into town tomorrow and you could bring her!

Ugh, I forgot. Prom is just around the corner, a couple days after break actually. I still haven't got a tux or anything. I sighed and replied to his text saying I wanted to meet her before taking someone random to our school prom. Amber goes to a high school in the next town over, so I'm sure Matt is going to go to hers too. I also let him know I'm going on a weekend vacation.

'Mattsy': Alright, let me know when you get back. Take pictures and have lots of hot, sweaty s*x ;)

I laughed and shook my head, I love Matt so much. 

"Whatcha laughing about?" Dakota asked, zipping up his duffel bag. 

"Oh, just Matt, he thinks he found me a date for prom" I said putting my phone in my pocket and grabbing my charger and putting it in one of the side pockets. Can not forget the charger.

"Oh, and who is that?" he asked

"Don't worry, Matt's girlfriend has a cousin coming into town and her name is Hannah" I said and he let out a relieved sigh. 

"Good, I don't know how I'd or Damon and Sebastian would feel if you went with a boy....We all know what happens at prom" he said knowingly and I just rolled my eyes.

"Even if it was a guy, I know who I belong to" I stuck my tongue out at him and he came over and smirked before nipping my tongue with his teeth.

"Damn right, you better know" he winked "Come on, let's get going" he added before taking my hand and pulling me out of our room and down the stairs. We placed our bags by the door and went into the kitchen where Damon and Sebastian were in the middle of a make out session.

"Oh, you get on our asses about getting ready but you're down here sucking face too!" Dakota exclaimed. They parted and laughed.

"WE have our stuff ready, we were waiting on you slow pokes" Sebastian said.

"What are we doing for breakfast?" I asked with a yawn. It was pretty early in the morning. 

"We are gonna grab some Mickey D's on our way" Damon replied grabbing the cooler and trudging to the front door, sliding the cooler against the floor. Dakota cheered and ran to pick up the other side to help Damon bring the cooler out. Sebastian came over to me and kissed my forehead.

"How are you feeling?" he asked cupping my face.

"I'm fine Bash, you've already asked that when we woke up" I smiled at him. 

"I know, but just making sure you're good, my love" he replied giving me an eskimo kiss.

"Just a little sore, but I'll live" I laughed and he smiled at me before grabbing my hand and leading me to the front door.

"Let's hit the road!" he said excitedly. I grabbed Dakota's and my bag and we went out the front door. Dakota and Damon were putting the cooler in the back of Sebastian's Mitsubishi Outlander. I threw our duffel bags in the back on top of Sebastian's and Damon's then hopped into the back seat. The rest hopped in after closing up the back. Dakota next to me, Damon in passenger and Sebastian driving.

"Are you gonna tell us where we are going now?" I asked.

"Nope" Sebastian and Damon replied at the same time.

"Rude" I huffed and pouted, they laughed.

"It's a surprise, and you guys will love it" Sebastian assured as he turned into McDonald's. 

"I want a McGriddle!" I piped up. Dakota wanted the breakfast burritos and then Sebastian and Damon got plain old McMuffins. We got our food and started our journey. The food was gobbled down as quick as we got it. I yawned, grabbing my headphones and plugging it into my phone and turning on youtube. I clicked on my liked playlist and put it on shuffle. I shifted in my seat to get comfortable, but before I could, Dakota pulled me over to him and I rested my head on his shoulder. I smiled up at him before closing my eyes and drifted into a cat nap. 

"We're here!" Sebastian called out excitedly, waking me up. I groggily opened my eyes and looked around. We were parked in front of this cute little beach hut/house. The ocean behind the house expanded into the horizon. The huts were placed pretty far apart, so it's not like we had neighbors right next to us. That was a bonus, I don't really like to socialize with strangers all that much anyway. We got out of the car and grabbed our things from the back and head inside. When first walking in, the living room was small but had two loveseat couches in front of a small flat screen tv. The walls were white with a dark brown wood accent. The floors were dark brown wood as well. I ventured into the kitchen, it was small and cute. The white theme continued with the appliances and four seater table in front of a window that overlooked the beach. There was a back door that looked to head out to a patio. I looked through the door window and seen that the patio was a decent size to hold some chairs. Then down the stairs, in the sand there was a stone fire pit. I love fires, I hope they brought stuff for s'mores.

I moved my way back to where my brothers went to. There was a short hallway from the living room, directly down was a bathroom with a shower/tub. Then to the right was a bedroom containing a king sized bed, where all three men were sprawled out. Limbs were on top of limbs, looking like they were about to nap there. I laughed before peeking at the other room and it looked exactly the same as the other one, besides the color schemes. This one was a green and yellowish color, while the other room was a light blue and grey. I set my duffel bag on the bed and plopped down on my back with a sigh of content. This is gonna be a fun and relaxing weekend.