WHY FEAR ?

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ENGLAND NOTTINGHAM JD VILLA DAKSH ( laid down beside Jack , on half lying posture while weaving in Jack's head when feeling Jack still disturbed he said softly ) : Jack ... ? JACK : ( opened his eyes and looked at his father's face who was looking at him meaningfully in silence and Jack still laying down ) : Dad why you never told me about that hospital , according to the inauguration date of the hospital which you have written in your diary , you are almost running this hospital from last 15 years ... DAKSH ( in soft smile ) : Because I wanted to keep the name of the hospital on Tanya and telling the name of that hospital means that telling my whole past ... ( sighing heavily ) and I didn't want to tell you the truth and nor I can tell lie to my son , so I didn't tell you anything ever ... JACK ( while looking at his father's face understandably ) : Dad you always taught me right to do charity work such silently that you give something from yours right hand and your left hand remain unknown about your this deed , I remember and so taking yours this charity hospital , in the same context ... ( Daksh was looking at him with great love and bowing over him , kissed his forehead softly and Jack smiled sweetly and grabbing his father's freehand ) dad why do you fear by seeing the portrait of yours in mine ... ? ( Daksh really took a deep breath while Jack feeling his father's grip on his hand shivered a bit with that quary , he added caringly ) you had written in your diary that when that afternoon you so me crying because of the death of that red rabbit you scolded me because you so yourself inside me at that time ... ( kissed his hand softly with ) why you are scared of seeing me to be another you whose son can be proud on his father , dad ... ? DAKSH ( softly kissed his cheek with ) : Because I want to see my soul very strong and independent that no matter what but he always know , how to stand for in the battlefield of life , young man ... JACK ( looking at him in extreme pain ) : And videsh you even mean the kid of 6 months for whom a house made of bricks and cement is enough to stand firm in the battlefield of life ... ? ( while looking at his father in anger and sadness with ) aur even a boy of 21 years having a home , an established business , to provide which , his father has revised his will for god knows how many times ... ? ( Daksh who was silently giving his son the time to expel out all his fear and complaints now started getting disturbed seeing his son's eyes getting moist who added in hurt ) how can you think dad that anything or any other person in the whole universe can be a replacement of my father's love and shelter for me ... ? ( Daksh just pulled him in a tight hug hearing his son's angry and wet tone as ) dad , why you did like that ... ? just why ... ? DAKSH ( softly while rubbing his head ) : May be it was my effort to save you from all hardships of life or maybe it was my way to show my right on my son ... ( gave a soft kiss on his forehead with ) to live the sooth that I am having someone for whom I have to stand in life ... ( in a small smile ) to enjoy the feeling and pride of a father ... ( tightening his grip on Jack ) to save myself from all those " whys ... " which , from my childhood till I found my way , I silently used to ask from my parents whom I haven't seen till today ... JACK : ( while separating just grabbed his father's hand in pain with ) Dad please , this is the reason why I didn't want to ask you anything because with my each and every word I hurt you ... DAKSH ( in small smile pressed his palm with ) : This also Punit told to you ... ? JACK ( making a face ) : Of course not , he doesn't know you so much clearly than I ... ( Daksh looked at home lovingly while he added in serious tone ) this your tone told to me dad ... DAKSH ( wild softly with ) : Then my tone didn't told you that I have got so much satisfaction after you questioned me like this and share everything which you are having from such a long time , and still if you are having something inside yourself and you are hiding that from me then I will be very much hurt beta , very much ... JACK ( nodded assuringly in a small smile with ) : I know this dad that's why today I am also not sleeping and also not letting you to sleep ... ( Daksh chuckled while he added silently ) dad like that way why did I bring you from India ... I was never insecure because of you dad , then why I did like that ... ? and here after seeing them , I mean , the way I reacted like that ... ( jerked his head in helplessness with ) dad you only understand what I am trying to say please ... DAKSH ( in a small smile tweaked his nose with ) : I have got so much strange teacher for whom I only have to to make questions for him ... ( Jack smiled cutely and Daksh while laying down ) come , I am telling you ... ( Jack in a small smile lay down , placing his head on his dad's shoulder who softly while waving his head ) Jack on my point of view that all was your effort to protect me from all the heart and pain because the way you heard Ajay a sir talking to me so your anger was very much normal because at that time the thing was related to your father and in some corner of your heart you know that after meeting with all of them I will remember everything which used to be tears in my eyes after the membering all those things , the things which I tried to forget all the time but I never could forget them actually ... ( taking deep breath and in freshtone to make the moment light ) and on the other hand you did all that because of your track record ... JACK ( confusingly lifting his head up and looked at his father with ) : Track record ... ? DAKSH ( mischievously ) : First Punit , then Jiya and now all of them , at the first time you never accepted any one of them , you always resisted the new relations ... ( winked at him with ) my son have well maintained the track record of him ... JACK ( making a face while laying down comfortably ) : What dad you never leave any chance to pull my leg and on the other hand at the first time only I accepted Danny and Mohina , huhh ... DAKSH ( smilingly ) : Because they didn't came in your life by the difference of your father and because of them you did not have the fear of sharing your father ... JACK ( knowing well that his father was right so he just tried to change the direction of the conversation with ) : Dad by the way from where did that black bag came in your dressing , I never saw that ... DAKSH ( smiled getting history to divert the topic so while helping him in doing so he answered casually ) : How could you see before , today in the morning only I brought that bag from the bank ... JACK : ( instantly looked at him in shock with ) : What ... ? DAKSH ( pressing his head on his chest with ) : Jack lay down quietly yaar , you don't have to always move up all the time ... JACK ( making face while lying down ) : But dad I am not at all feeling sleepy ... DAKSH ( strictly ) : If you will keep your mouth shut then only you will feel sleepy right ... JACK ( grabbing his free hand ) : No you just recite me that poem only , I will just go to sleep quickly ... DAKSH : ( in shock ) : But you hear that poem in the night only right ... JACK ( stubbornly ) : No , whenever you feel you are not sleepy then only you hear that poem and at this time I am not feeling at sleepy and I am feeling that I will get fresh off a sleeping sometime ... DAKSH ( strictly ) : Then just keep your eyes and mouth shut ... JACK ( assuringly ) : Pakka promise ... Daksh smiled affectionately wild Jack tightened his grip on his father's hand who kept waving his head with his free hand and while having the poem which he always used to do for his son and soon after getting over with the poem , he with great care , looked at his soul's face add a small smile filled with great satisfaction appeared on his face seeing his son in deep sleep ... Daksh softly kissed his forehead add while placing his own head back on pillow , he got a glimpse near the door and it took him less than a microsecond to get the person and he just closed his eyes wearing a small smile on his lips ...
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