PAINFUL MEMORIES

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WEDNESDAY I never thought that in my life I will face a day then I wish your all my thoughts my life events my sorrows my happiness with a diary , but it's what named as life ... Today I have no one beside me with whom I can share something ... Jennie also cheated me , she told me that she will be by my side all my life but she never told you that a life was that short ... She promise me not to leave me alone anytime but she left me within 2 years of marriage , she left me and from this world leaving 5 months of Jack to me ... Jack , yes Jack my son , my reason to live ... and now also he is sleeping beside me ... Today it's being a week form when Jennie left us ... I very much want to punish that person who did all that ... so much plans made together for our Jack , everything ended within a span of time ... Jennie I am really missing you yar , I am really missing you ... Jack could see easily those tears which would fell from his dad's eye while sharing his pain with his diary and with teary eyes ... He remember the conversation with his father , when he passed out his 2nd standard and Daksh took him back from school after attending the result day ... FLASHBACK Daksh was working in his room on a file when Jack came inside ... Daksh feeling his presence turned and a smile came on his lips seeing Jack there ... He moved towards him and took him in his lap ... DAKSH ( in a small ) : My sun is very quick yaar , you took bath this quickly ( while sitting on the bed ) and see me I am still now sitting here like this , I didn't even change till now ... Jack look at his face silently and just rested his head on his father's shoulders while closing his eyes ... Daksh surprised and confused as he was feeling something deep down was bothering his son ... DAKSH ( in a smile while rubbing his fingers in his head ) : Jack , what gift my son wants as because he came first in the whole class ... JACK ( in a low tone ) : Nothing ... DAKSH ( really looked at him and then thinking something , in a soft tone ) : Okay so now let's go to sleep , ok ... ? Jack nodded silently and was about to jump from his luck when Daksh hold him firmly ... DAKSH : Jack today you sleep with me please , dad is getting scared today ... JACK ( looked at him innocently ) : You are so grown of but still you get scared at night ... Daksh nodded sadly while looking at him , so Jack in silence just lay down on on his father's bed with closed eyes and Daksh looked at his face for a few moments and then placing his upper body weight on his left elbow and supporting his head on his eft hand's palm , he too lay down next to him while waving his fingers in his head softly ... After a few moments , Jap just turned and buried his face in Daksh's chest while wrapping his small arm around his waist ... a small smile came on Daksh's lips and he sat in half lying position , still rapping Jack in his arms , strongly and caringly ... JACK ( in a wet tone ) : Dad can I ask you a question please ... ? DAKSH ( kissed his forehead and said politely ) : For sure my soul , you may ... JACK ( looked towards him ) : Dad , do angels ever die ... ? DAKSH ( getting confused ) : No , but why you ... JACK ( interrupting him ) : Then mamma also didn't die na ... ? Daksh really went quiet and looked at him in extreme shock as it was not what he expected from Jack when ... JACK ( again while burring his face in his father's chest ) : Tell na dad please ... DAKSH ( in extreme pain just tightened his grip on Jack ok while sitting properly and holding Jack in hug ) : Who told you that your mamma died ... ? JACK ( in teary tone ) : Today one sister told me e during our morning prayer ... there was a prayer for all those people who died so sister told me that mamma also became an angel , she did not die she told me to pray for that ... ( looked towards Daksh in fear ) dad now mamma will not die na ... ? Daksh looked at him in extreme pain and cupping his face wiped his wait face and softly kissed his forehead ... DAKSH ( taking a deep breath and wrapping his both small hands in his hands and softy said ) : Jack you know God have a rule ... God doesn't make anyone and Angel he only makes those who dies first ... JACK ( cutting him in extreme shock and pain ) : My mamma also died ... ? Daksh nodded in extreme hurt and pain and with teary eyes mobile Jack looked at his face in extreme shock and Daksh just with some force , pulled Jack in a tight hug and after a few moments Jack just burst out loudly in tears ... Daksh's I swear also shedding tears silently and he was just consoling his son with his touch and was silently rubbing his back as sometimes in life words just become meaningless and silence becomes more powerful than words ... After few more minutes , seeing Jack calmed down a bit Daksh first cleared his own eyes silently and then separated Jack from the hug ... DAKSH ( while wiping his teary wet eyes ) : That's it my soul you cried a lot now not more than that , please ... Jack looked at him and then silently wiped Daksh's eyes with his little fingers caringly and sitting on his knees , move update upward while taking support from Daksh's shoulders and kissed his father's forehead softy ... Daksh looked at him smiling , pain , tears , hurt , love with several mixed emotions when ... JACK ( politely grabbing his father's hand ) : Dad please you don't cry , I feel sad when I see you like this ... DAKSH ( nodded at him with theory smile and while cupping his face ) : Then you also don't cry my soul ... because I also feel sad when I see you like this ... JACK ( instantly wiped his wet eyelashes and then flashing a small smile on his lips ) : See I am not crying now so you also don't cry please ... DAKSH ( holding him in a tight hug ) : I will also not cry , pinky promise I will not cry just you you never cry please ... Jack ok nodded in the soothing hug and after sometime while getting separated , he looked towards Daksh and then moved his head down and silent she lay down beside Daksh , on his previous place ... DAKSH ( bowing over him , kissed his forehead softly ) : Jack what you want to ask you can ask me , I promised you na that I will not cry , and I know Jack and his dad never breaks their promises , right ... ? JACK ( nodded while looking at him and then silently said ) : Dad how did mamma died ... ? Daksh took a deep breath as he really expected the same query from Jack at that moment but really wanted him to ask that by his own ... DAKSH ( while rubbing his head slowly ) : You bed around 5 months old when yours mamma took you out in pram for walk and leaving you in the ground with one of Harsh friends , she herself went to take her mobile which she forgot in the home and while coming back when she was crossing the road , a car coming from thee wrong side in high speed hit her hard and she died on the spot ... Daksh event why after that as it seemed that he went in that era again , when his son's angry boys brought him back in the present ... JACK : Did the one get the punishment from law for taking mamma away from us ... ? DAKSH ( taking a sigh ) : Jack that was a police case beta , he was running from the police who was behind ... I did not go in court because that cannot repair what we lost yaar ... Jennie went away from us just within the fraction of seconds ... JACK : But we should give him punishment for taking mamma away from us ... DAKSH ( softly ) : Jack taking revenge is the worst thing a person can do because then there exists no difference between the victim and the guilty yar so if you really want to punish a person , then just leave your matter in god's court , he will deal with the matter in his own way ... JACK ( looking at him ) : So god will punish that man na ... ? DAKSH ( in a sad smile ) : Yeah he will ... ( and then making him sit ) now just go and wash your face and I will be back with your clothes , so that we will leave for dinner as you are still not good enough to do acting in front of me dear ... Jack smiled shyly and then went inside the bathroom bye Daksh taking a deep breath , moved towards his son's wearing a small smile on his lips too ... With is mobile ringtone , Jack came back in reality and loomed towards his mobile and found one of his friends calling him ... Jack after attending it , answered to his friend who was asking him about the assignment and then because of feeling low after reading and remembering all that again , he shut down the laptop and lay down to sleep ...
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