In life, it's either you give up or continue... It's your choice.
You can feel the pain that everyone's giving you, but feel numb as the time passes by.
Marahan kong hinaplos ang likod ni mom, tulala ako't pilit na prinoproseso ang lahat. I keep on shaking my head, parang ayaw kong maniwala sa sinabi niya, but how can she cry like this if it wasn't true, right?
"Mom..."
"Farahley... Y-your dad..." Ramdam ko ang labis na panginginig niya kaya hindi ko talaga maiwasang mabahala na baka totoo nga ang lahat.
"Mom, w-what are you t-talking about?" I asked nervously, wanting her confirmation. I want to hear it clearly.
"Your dad—" napahinto siya at saka hinawakan ako ng mariin sa magkabilaang balikat, tinitigan niya ako sa aking mga mata na para bang nagmamakaawa. "No matter what happens
