What to do? I couldn't even go home. I just couldn't. I know by now Damon is chained and locked up in his dungeon whilst groaning and shouting from the pain. And I wouldn't be able to bear it. Because it is beginning to affect me. And this would go on for one or two days more. I sighed. I want to help you, Damon. I really do. But I don't think I can. Not in the way you need. I'm not ready for that yet. I don't think I am. Am I? I mean last night I was so into it, I might have gone through with it, if it wasn't for him pulling back. When I'm on my own, the thought of sleeping with him or anyone else for that matter freaks me out. I haven't even had a boyfriend before. I have no idea what I'm even supposed to do in the bedroom. B

