"It was an accident, I didn't mean to kill her, believe me." I said sitting up to look her in the eye, my vision already blurry. Argh, I said I wouldn't cry again. "Of course I believe you sweetie, don't cry, I know you're not a killer." she said, embracing me in a hug and running her hand up and down my back while she was shushing me. Everything she did at this point just kept reminding me of my mom, well, yes, Kristen, my mom, sort of,- anyway she reminded me of the times that I'd come home from school crying either because I was being teased again or because my crush for the month publicly told me I was a freak. Yes, I had serious boy trouble in school, and I still do now, apparently. After about three minutes, I had calmed down sufficiently and I pulled out of the

