It's actually really sad when you think you're about to die and you realize that there's no one in the world that would actually miss you.
I mean, Mavis would cry a bit, but she'll get over it and so would Rose.
But then what?
Hate to admit it, but my life's actually sad.
My real parents are supposedly dead, my other parents whom I have known all my life kicked me out, I do not have any other known family member.
I am literally alone.
Oh and I have a mate who wants to kill me.
You know what, I think I should welcome death.
Maybe it would be a relief from all this hassle.
I had nothing to lose.
Absolutely nothing.
I think I would have been ready for death if he did in fact come here to kill me.
What I was not ready for, and I don't think I would have
