The Man with Mystery.

Normal Day

The next thing he knew was the comfy bed of the hotel. He doesn’t remember how he returned to the Hotel, late he had heard from the manager that he was all sweaty when he returned to the hotel room. Perhaps he was guided by the divine power that surrounds him. He woke up as usual and got ready to go to his work and went ahead. He was in a fresh mood today, nothing unusual happened to him in these past few days and he has totally forgotten about the dream and all the fuss that was created due to his visit to the two out of three Durbar Squares. He was now in an almost daily routine and he was getting used to the lifestyle of the people in Kathmandu and slowly adapting into the crowd of one of the major cities of the country. As he was getting ready and about to leave his room, a mail arrived from the client. It was not a good sign to get a mail from the client whom you are just about to meet, he thought to himself and opened the mail. But to his surprise, the mail was the good news. The client had informed him that due to some personal reasons today’s meeting was canceled. He almost jumped in excitement, but didn’t. He now has three free days to spend and they were absolutely free for him. Back in Scotland he never got a chance to visit any places or any roam around but while he is in foreign he has time to spare and explore things of some remote country. He now sighed and took a long breathe and started to search places to visit in these three days. He was sure that the Capital has much more to offer than just some old durbar Squares. He now was in search of some real holy places that might lead him to interview some of the “Aghoris” and some saints. While he was browsing through the slow internet of the country he found that there is the sacred ground for all Hindus around the world it’s located in the valley…

Back in Scotland he almost never had the chance of getting the leave as he was always alone and worked on different shifts as well. He never thought he would need a holiday or a break but now the situation is different the condition is different and even the country is different, had it been his homeland he would have been bored to hell but it’s a different nation and he wants to explore each part of it. It was almost a month he was here and he had seen nothing except for those creepy nightmares and the howling old palaces around the valley. He wanted to go more go beyond and explore everything he had seen on the internet. Lately, he was also browsing the internet in search of the people who were present in the valley or the nation so that he can be part of their plans and explore more. He had now felt the necessity of the friends and the family. As he had always been the alone one he never thought they will be needed or he had no idea if someday he would miss all those people. In a moment of time all these thoughts of having friends and family struck his mind. How irony it was that he now misses his family when he is in another nation unknown of anything related to that nation. He almost cried thinking about this. He even canceled the plan to visit the Hindu temple as he was busy remembering the things that he had done in his childhood. But what was there to remember? He had always been the quiet and silent type. He had never done anything exciting that would remind him of his childhood not even any bad incidents nor the good ones. He was now blank filled with nothing but except for himself and just himself. No memories nor the moments that he had lived just some creepy nightmares and the hallucinations that are often seeing after coming to Nepal.

Scotland was like a cage to him, a forever continuing loop, and an inescapable cage here he was trapped for all his life until he got to Nepal, the country of forever freedom. He was never been this free from himself from the world he used to use until then he had a perspective that he should work as a bot and conquer any task given to him but now that perspective has changed and he has his own will calling upon to free himself from all of the chaos in the outer world and to forever stay where he is now. He is now being called, spoken, and even prioritized at his own pace he is now no longer the Mr. Perfect he used to be in his country. He sometimes becomes late sometimes reaches the office earlier someday he forgets its holiday on Saturday and he was enjoying all of this. Most people never want to change and be someone else but he was enjoying not being himself and getting messier. He was enjoying the environment and the situations that he was put in due to one of his work place. He was never this alive and he would never be this happy, those moments he was living in this remote nation were one of the best in his life, although he was being unconscious and having the strangest dreams of his life.