Conditional love

NEW LIFE HOSPITAL

AYAINA P.O.V

I get out of shower and change into loose black top paired with black pants and covered my half face with a scarf because of the scar and headed out of the room to have breakfast. The house in which I am living is quite big; I am not used to living in such a big house. It’s been three years but still I got lost in the house, finally with lot of struggle I reach the breakfast table

“Ayaina, did you again got lost” Tasha said to me and passed butter and bread to Aron

“Aunt, always get lost and come late at breakfast” angel said in her baby voice

“Sorry baby, next time I will come on time” I said to her and take a seat beside her

“I make your favorite fried egg avocado toast” Tasha said and filled my plate with food and I started eating it

“After breakfast, I will drop you two at the ‘new life hospital’ because surgeon wants to take a look of your injury and then we will start treating you” Aron said to me and I nodded my head

“Daddy why aunt is going to doctor” angel asked his dad and we all stop in between having our breakfast

“Baby because aunt has a slight fever” Tasha said and angel eyes welled up with tears, she stood from the chair and come in my direction

“Get well soon aunt, I love you” angel hugged me and I am so happy to see her affection

“I love you too baby” I told her and we both hugged each other

“Angel, go to your room and take your bag pack” Aron said to her and she rushed to her room.

Angel didn’t know that my half face is spoiled; she asked me once that why I always cover half of my face with scarf then I told her that it is custom of my family but that day I cried a lot for lying to a small and innocent kid.

“Ayaina are you fine?” Tasha asked me and before I could say anything Aron interrupts

“I will make everything fine for my sister” he said making an eye contact with me

“I am waiting outside in the car, join me when you guys finish your breakfast” he said and left outside

“I am going to take my bag” Tasha said leaving me all alone. I am scared of going to surgeon

 Because in the past 3 years I didn’t left this home and today I am going out, I am scared of seeing people reaction towards me but I won’t let that effect me. I have to be strong for this family that supported me when no one is with me.

Angel and Tasha came out with their respective bag then we all go outside and sit in the car. Tasha sits next to Aron on front seat whereas angel and I sit on the back seat. First we drop angel to her school and then we move towards the hospital

“Aron thank you so much for accompanying me, I know you have important meeting with today but still you came with me is really appreciable” I said to him and he looked at me through rear view

“You are my sister not by blood but by heart and I really care about you, I can’t leave you when you need me the most” he said and I smiled that I have people caring for me. When the people of my blood left me alone to die, these two are the ones who stood by me

Finally we reach the ‘new life hospital’. I am very nervous from inside; they both get out of the car whereas I am still rooted to my place

“Ayaina come out” Tasha said to me and I gather my courage and come out

“Forget everything and just remember one thing that we love you” Aron put hand on my shoulder and said.

Then we enter inside the hospital, I am constantly covering my face because I am still hesitant to go out in public. Aron talk with the receptionist and she allows us to enter into doctor cabin. We enter inside and an elderly man in his 40’s sitting on the chair

“Come and sit” he said and we all three take a seat

“I study your case and it’s really complicated, the scar on your face is deep inside your skin and its really difficult to remove it so there is only one option left ” he said and I lost all my hope to get back to normal

“Doctor please help us, please give her new life” Tasha said to doctor

“One thing can be done but I don’t know if you guys agrees to it or not because it is really a big step” doctor said

“Please tell us, I can do anything to get back to normal” I kind off begged in front of him

“We have to change the structure of your face, we cannot give you the same face but with some slight changes we can give you new face” he said to us and I don’t know what to do

“This face is her identity, how can we change her completely” Aron argumented

“Who said we are going to change it fully, we will do only slight changes, I will give you an example her lips are thin but after surgery her lips will be fuller and her nose will get more sharp

, her skin texture will be same and her eyes will be same” doctor said to us

“I am ready” I replied before Tasha and Aron can say something

“Okay then let me check your face, remove your scarf” he said and I remove the scarf from my face and he examined it

“ how you get this scar its really deep” doctor said to me and I kept my mouth shut

“Doctor it’s our personal matter please don’t interrogate her” Aron shut the doctor

“We will have total three sessions to change your face and give you new life” doctor said after examining me.