[Warning s****l Conduct]
I was spending my last day here at Neverland before we headed off on the tour. I know Michael and I talked about waiting to make love until during the tour. But I loved him so much. When we were on tours, we were so busy. It always seemed like someone wanted something from Michael. And he had little time for me.
But right now, we had time for one another. It was just going to be the two of us. Why not now? Why wait? I was being silly about my scar. Waiting.
When Michael said he did not care about my scar. The scar was a huge issue in my head was all. I could not let it control my life. And that was what I was letting it to. Control me.
As Michael said he went through the same thing back during the time he was burnt on the Pepsi ad. He struggled. And was worr
