We were now in Jersey. I was stressing. Every free moment that I got I spent it hidden in a room. With Kendall and MJ. I loved watching Michael's concert at nights. But during the day facing the fans was not my thing at all.
While Michael was at a press conference there in town, I made an patient with an important doctor. I know Michael had told me that getting plastic surgery was not a promising idea. And he had many issues with going under the knife. But I was not used to the looks of horror on others faces when people saw the scar on my face.
Then they wanted to talk about it. I was so over this thing. I wanted it out of my life. I was tired of talking about it. I hated looking at it to. Having a reminder of Toby. I wanted to put it past me.
But it was there. No amount of makeup w
