Flash back
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we meet i was still in college at that moment i am so desperate to find my first gf so i go to a dating site i see that shes a freelance model and was a nutritionist and an endorser for products, so i talk to her if she could be an endorser at our 10th anniversary of our motor team but my friends are such an i***t they asked if they could have a special service with them and she actually dont know that so they asked them again with a more certain word could you have s*x after the photo shoot we will pay extra and she said no so i was glad that this girl dont do that so i said i am sorry for my friends they always find someone to f**k with so i am so sorry about that , then she said nope no problem and ill said ill keep intouch with you for further notice, and i said that my friends already found a model they where looking for, thier its a bad first impression for me that first time, and also i find out that shes single at the moment so i asked her if we could meet at a certain time and date so it happened ive we started chatting asking about each other knowing each and i find out that she lives near where my grandmother and auntie use to live and know that shes older than me, ive even sing to her on the cellphone and talk to her for somethings, and ive waited after christmas and newyear to meet her we keep in touch of each other until that very day, then the day of our meet up comes i use my usual t shirt and not to impress so much, and when i get to the meeting place ive waited thier about two hours before we see each other i even go to a grocery store to get food and water and had finished it and still no sign of her coming, so i waited until its almost 12:30 and the she contact me and say that shes almost thier, so i still waited until she comes and she did come and meet me we talk to each other i dont usually talk in person but with her its like a easy thing to do i am comfortable talking to her we talk about each other about norylyn and my other friends also and we where supose to eat but she was called to go to work so we go our seperate ways that time and we still keep intouch of each other, ive planned that i will buy her a shoe and anthing else she wants so me and my friend find the shoes she want and buy it, we go to the mall and buy a smoe t shirts, and after a while i still was at school and studying and always reminding her about her self we still connect with each other that time, so i set another date where we could meet again and i didnt know that could be our last meet up i was suppose to take the test for prelims that day but i didnt and ride my big bike where we meet the first time also i bring the shoes and the t shirts and other things i will give to her so once i got thier i waited again for 2 hours and also worried that she would not like the shoes and i still wait for her and then she chat on the messenger she said that lets meet another day but i said that i cant i have exams tommorow and it almost break my heart the effort of woking up 6 in the morning and driving in a 3 hours of traffic just to get thier and wait about two hours, but she change his mind and said that she should not stay to long because shes already late so i just gave her the shoes and other thing we walk around just to go to the exit and thier i get her to the station because my big bike was coding that time and i said goodbye to her but we still keep in touch everyday until the moment comes one day i said to her that i liked her despite the tought that the same thing would happen to me, so i still put some efforts after that i still give her loads still give her anything i can and willing to give, and still the same thing happened and she said the same 4 words norylyn said “ lets just be friends” after that i started to fight him about so many thing like i should not have a gf yet even i am already at my 20’s and she has a bf on her teens, and so many thing and the last thing i do was to chat here this words “everything comeback from where it started”, and the last chat he say was “wuy” and then in my anger i buried it deep, then all the anger comes out one day after my parent thinks i cant be trusted even my parents dont believe in me so i destroyed all the gadgets that i have always use online like cellphones, tablets, i was going to destroy my laptop but my sister stop me from doing it, then i just burst into tears after that i dont talk to her at all its was also the time of quarantine due to corona virus (COVID-19).After that i just woke up on the rooftop with farrah by my arms sleeping softly and just not to wake her up i lift his head and put a pillow on it id even put a blanket on her, and also put a big umbrella so she wont get to much heat until she wokes up, and after that ive been working day and night on the van and the girls have been training on shooting the infected for three days and we guard the place every person has its own schedule in guarding the house so no infected could go in.
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