Then after 2 more years i was on a ship i was a chef in that cruiseline i was the head chef, cooking live at the cruiseline its call live cooking most of the passenger loved it and where having a great day on the ship and after the hard work i preaching to all the crew members of that cruise line, ive been preaching the word of God ever since the raptured happened and still all most of the preachers are still hiding from the soldiers of anti christ, and every night after all those things i still feel empty inside because of the things i should have done when i was still in my body, the cruiseline stops for a upload of fresh food cargo and passenger. Ive seen my friend (norylyn) that had history with he also have his friend hannah with him, i remember her back when we where still a senior high students, we become classmates when we where still at G11 we bought like cooking and baking we where not so close that time i was always with my friends we only talk when it comes to grouping or project but never about each other, i was always the rich one so i always treat my friends with food and other things then before the next school year summer month was different i started to like her then we became friends we use to talk to each other on text and chat we meet twice or once a week then we used to go to school and still be classmates and then i felt this feeling i started to like her more and more, i like the way she talks its like a sweet honey dripping straight to your mouth, i like the way she smile i melts like a butter, i like the way his face looks when she’s angry here face turns red while still being cute, and one day i had the courage if he could go out with me then she okay, so i think i had a chance i give her everything he want everything i can i give her i help her in assignment, group report even thou i was on another group i help her on solo report, i even buy her new shoes, tshirts , cellphone, and foods we even watch cinemas together, i even help her on thesis and actually made all the parts of it, but then i made a mistake i misjudge them norylyn and his friends as lesbians thier it started to make things more difficult for me we dont talk anymore like we use to do, we dont have time like we use to do then thier that the moment it all starts to fade away all the times we talk to each other was gone, the time we spent together was gone everything was gone and that monent i was busted i almost made her my world, i almost drown in sadness and depression i was crying every night when all that i did to her was just destroyed by a mistake, a mistake that i would never be able to make it right, and the last word i hear about her is ‘lets just be friends’, and after we graduate we part ways we should be going to the same college school but i decided to go to another college school.