Monday Silence. I listen as he sleeps soundly beside me. I turn towards him. Angelica?! You have nothing better to do? I don"t have anything better to do. Right now, I"m guarding this man"s dream, finding myself longing for more of this feeling... "Oh, no..." I groan and hold my head, I sit up. "No way!" I get out of bed and hurry to the kitchen. I need a drink! I open a glass of wine and pour it for myself. No way! It"s not possible, absolutely not possible... I repeat to myself and drink... Taking another long sip, I turn to the wall. Half past 12. Hooray! It"s almost time for me to go to work, and I"m standing here with wine in my hand? "f*****g hell!" I dump the wine in the sink and clutch the edge. All in vain. There"s only Wolf"s smile in front of me. His trembling body in torment,

