5th August 2019 Thursday
21:30
Still can"t believe it"s not working. Smoking my cigarette again, I tilt my head back and slowly puff out the smoke in circles. Haa... No way, that b***h f****d up my already f****d up life even more. I turn to the TV, it"s muted, there"s porn on it, but instead of m**********g, I sit here and smoke. Cool! The phone flashes again received another e-mail. To be honest, I don"t know who screwed up my life more: that femdom, my ex-wife, work, or the club"s doctor with his damn pills I had to take for two months. I"m getting sick of everything... My phone flashes again, and I pick it up. The Euro Chart has posted again... Discounted tickets to the Hawaiian Islands. Sure... All I need is a goddamn vacation!
I get up carrying the ashtray with me and walk slowly
