"It hurts," I say quietly.
"I know" and he smiles. "Come, let me see you." He sits on the bed and waits. I slowly begin to unbutton my shirt, wishing I was wearing a full wardrobe. I nervously place it on the bed, push down my skirt and stop. He watches me seriously with those blue eyes, and his eyebrows rise. I reach behind me and unhook my bra. I throw it on the bed but cover myself. I push my lace panties with one hand, glancing at them again, looking for a red stain. Nothing. I step out of it. "Stockings will stay!" I"m told, and suddenly my heart leaps. I"m nervous. Nervous, nervous. I"m standing in front of him completely naked and my face is on fire. He won"t take his blue eyes off me. He smiles. "How beautiful you are!" My hands clench into fists as I cover myself in my nervousnes
