Monday 7:30 Sometimes I"m afraid I"ll lose everything. I look out the window, it"s been raining for the last few days. There"s hardly any traffic, but at least I"m here. Even after Katyara"s mad death. But there"s one thing I really miss. My beautiful butterfly. Flynn told me not to bother her for a while, and I"m taking his advice. Because I"m an i***t. But he"s right. After what she"d been through in the last two weeks, no wonder she"s running away from me. 13:20 I sent her lunch again. At least that"s it. I hope she has an appetite. She needs to eat at least once. "Boss, the milk is here!" says Ellie and I turn to the back door. 13:45 The bell rings, and I count the knocking footsteps. It"s her. Ellie moves. "What can I give you?" she asks. "Macchiato extra!" I hear her voice.

