First Love First Sin

7

After a year or so I had my first period as a woman. We were so scared. Adam called for God desperate. He asked Him why I was bleeding. God explained Adam that I had to bleed like this every month, and that my bleed it is a sign that I can bare children now. We were both happy, thinking that we will raise our number, a bigger number of humans meant protection from the beasts and no more loneliness . God also told us that the children are small beings, that will need nurturing and deep caring.

In the seventh day after my bleeding stopped, , while Adam was out, working on the field, searching for food and planting other, I received a visit. Lucifer came to me. He was as handsome as I remembered him. He smiled at me knowing that I was already shivering at his sight. Back in the Eden Garden I did not know that that shivering he caused me every time I was seeing him it was actually arousal and pure attraction.

"Hello my dear Eve", he said to me, with a deep and low voice that made my soul tremble.

"Hello", I said with panic. "What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you" Now that we are here, far from Father, I can claim you..."

"Claim me? What do you mean ?" I asked him as my fear installed my heart upon hearing his words. " I am Adam's, you can not claim me because I am not yours"

"But you can be my dear Eve. Remember I know what you truly desire. I am the one you want and long for." He said while approached me with his seductive smile. I was beginning to breathe harder and harder. I was frightened of what I felt the second he touched my arm with his fingers. I loved Adam, but it was like all my senses were heightened by a simple touch from him.

I said to him, trying to do the right thing and fight the temptation " No, please, you should not be here. I am Adam's wife. You brought all this suffering upon us. You made me sin and now we are both paying for my mistake. You did this, you made me give away all that beauty of the Eden Garden for this horrible place. Leave, I know you don't like us because we are not Angels like you but simple humans. I know you want me to suffer, just because I was born. Leave"

"Why do you blame for your sins? You were the one that had all your desires. When I asked you what do you desire you answered me that you wanted to be like us. I told you about the apple and once again you were the one that made the decision. Why blame it on the devil?"

"Because you made me think I would be one of us. I made a mistake and now I am paying for it. But saddly Adam is paying also. You don't want me. This is just a game. Adam took care of me. You made me sin! Leave!" I said crying.

"Don't say that. Of course I want you! If not i wouldn't be here. Stop crying my dear Eve. I know what you desire and you long for me. You know I will not leave", he said as he caressed my neck and looking at me with his sinful piercing blue eyes. As I looked him in his eyes I fell under his spell and accepted him in my bed, because he knew that I accepted him in my soul long time ago.

That day I was his and the pleasure I felt was unimaginable. When I was in his arms he made me forget about Addam and my conection with him. And to this day I regret my betrayal. But in that moment, when he held me in his arms, I don't have words for describing that pleasure, I felt it with every nerve of my body and he was happy because his plan worked and he had planted his seed in my womb.

Soon I learned that I was pregnant and I knew that it was his child and not Adam's. Cain, my first son, it is the son of the devil himself.

I felt so guilty but I did not say a word. How could I? Adam, who protected me from the beasts, Adam who he fed me and kept me alive and warm, Adam who he treated me kindly and lovingly. Adam my husband. How to admit him that I had betrayed him with the one and only being that despised us from the beginning. 

I gave birth to a baby boy, that had black hair and piercing green eyes. The labour was horrible and the pain excruciating. Adam was there for me, once again. He helped me through the delivery and made sure all was good. 

When he held Cain in his arms he shed a tear and said 

"My first born. I will love you and protect you all my life. Your name will be Cain. You will be strong as you are the first son of the Earth!"

I was crying my eyes out, out of guilt. Hearing Adam speaking like he did, I remebered Lucifer. 

Some years passed and I started to forget about Lucifer and about my sin. I started to belive my lie. 

When Abel was born I gave birth to twins. A baby boy, Abel and a little girl Awan.

Then I had Azura and then I had Seth. Azura became the wife of Abel but after Cain killed him, she became the wife of Seth.

Cain married Awan and had his first son Enoch. After Cain killed Abel, he took his wife and left us. He settled far far away.

And no! Cain, even though it is the devil's son didn't kill Abel because he envied him. He did it because of love. 

Lucifer had plans and one of them was to take my children one by one. Cain was his son and He knew that at the right time he could claim him. So he tried to get his claws into Abel's soul. Cain found out and tired to stop that bargain. Unfortunatelly the devil lies in the details. And Cain lost his soul to his father.