As I made my way to trash my milkshake in his bathroom, a heavy weight that felt all too much like rejection settled on my chest. I texted Sean to keep him posted on my situation so he would know where to find me in case things went… Well, I didn’t even want to think about how things could go. I made sure to add for him not to text me back, just in case he didn’t see my message until Matteo was back. That would definitely dig me into a deeper hole. I saw a few messages from Maman and my sisters, one from Alex asking to hang out tomorrow, but I didn’t reply to any of them. It was really late. They were probably asleep. I’d been exhausted all day, and although my body still felt drained, I was far too restless and nervous to even consider sleeping. I decided to snoop around the bed

