I feel like I'm in an illusion space. I saw at that time between reality and just a dream. I thought maybe I was in a dream world right now, but it felt so real that I could feel it. My failure to protect captain Santoso made me feel very guilty. I felt so incompetent that it made me feel humiliated.
Juni is behind me, holds my shoulder, and says I have to accept the truth. What fact? Reality like this? the fact that I failed to protect captain Santoso? I said, with an annoying feeling. Then shortly after captain Santoso's heartbeat stopped, it was as if he had disappeared like a hologram.
I, who witnessed it at that time. thought maybe the captain didn't die, but he returned from this time to the time. Where he should be? Juni and Alex also looked surprised like me. Even the medical tea
