I start to think about whether the experiment, is carried out continuously until I finally lose my life? And can I go back to where I came from by committing suicide? Is it possible that no tool can bring me back without hurting myself? I often think that I am not myself anymore. I thought I was an experimental material made like a rat in a lab.
But, I think that. I should do it for the sake of my country so that in the future it won't be destroyed as I've seen before. I was willing even though my body was full of wounds because of the time travel that I did. Because I'm the only one who can do it from all the existing organizations.
Captain Santoso thought about doing a third try. He told me to rest enough so I could get back to being as energetic as before. To be honest, almost e
