I stare at Stan's retiring back and whispered under my breath "what have I started" "I'm sorry for that," I said to Ryan in my apologetic voice who was looking at the teddy which was now a strawberry smoothie washed in my hand. His face has completely fallen. Listening to me he lifted his head and said "you do not have to be sorry for someone else's mistake" he said with a small smile that was not reaching his eyes. "No Ryan I'm sorry," I said again in my sorry voice. It was my fault too if I have been more alert I would have stopped him. "I know you are but you don't have to. It's not your fault. Forget it" he said to cheer me up with a big smile on his face. I nodded my head with a sad face. He tried hard to win it for me. I know he is upset but he is still trying to cheer me up bec

