At his disposal

Chapter 6 - Watched

Nathalie POV

The weekend had gone by so fast and in a blur, it was Sunday evening, and the wild events of Friday night were already slowly drifting to the back of my mind whilst I was packing up for school tomorrow. It had to be the focus for now.

With only two weeks to go and then I would be graduating and having a low key celebrational “vacay” week here in town with friends. And even though we weren’t going anywhere special, I was still looking forward to crashing at each other’s homes having sleep overs, sleeping in on weekdays, going to the sea and doing nothing but relax and have fun for a whole week before I needed to get myself into a job until I found out what to do next in my life.

I had always thought of myself as a university kind of girl, wanting to study law and business, but now I wasn’t so sure about it anymore. Maybe it was just because I needed a break from all the books and studying in general.

I found my gym clothes and put it in an extra bag, because god I hated to have it all stuffed in the same bag as my books. When I was all done, I started to feel the hunger pushing in on me and realized I hadn’t had anything to eat since this morning. That was very rare for me to go so long without food, because honestly food was almost everything to me. I jumped down the stairs and on my way my nostrils picked up on this magnificent smell oozing from the kitchen. Dads carbonara, the best you could get, and I had such a love for Italian food, I almost made a run for it and was in the kitchen at the table ready to eat in less than a minute.

“You hungry?” dad said almost laughing at me, clearly sensing how eager I was for the food, I just nodded impatiently and hit him with my biggest smile as mom joined us and took place at the table across from my dad.

As soon as the food hit my mouth, I had to hold back a little moan of pleasure because of the flavor sensation hitting every part of my mouth. I couldn’t imagine anything being more delicious than this. Suddenly I felt weird and warm all over my body, but it wasn’t the food, I looked around and saw nothing, mom and dad were all consumed in conversation not even bothered by my loud and very betrothed eating habits, they had gotten used to my eager towards food along time ago.

But anyway, my body was on high alert. It felt like those times when someone is starring at you and you can feel it even though you’re not looking at them, but there were only mom and dad around. I tried to shake the feeling off and keep on eating, but it was hard because of how my body reacted. I hurried up the eating and finished quicker than my parents expected.

“Are you done already honey?” mom asked looking at me confused, and I got it, it was not like me to only eat one portion and then be done.

“I’m just so full, my stomach has been a little weird the last couple of days, I think I’ll head to bed early so that I’ll be fresh for school tomorrow...” I apologized and shrugged my shoulders as I quickly put my plate in the dishwasher and ran upstairs shouting goodnight at them before they could manage to ask any more questions that I didn’t have an answer to.

As soon as I reached my room, I locked the door behind me and started to undress so that I could get into my pajamas, which by now because of the cold weather outside was needed, in the summer I always slept completely bare without anything, because it was way too hot.

But right now, because of the weird hot feeling all over my body I was actually not sure if I wanted to have the whole winter PJ on. Was I getting a fever? As soon as I had taken of my sweatpants and my little crop top I decided to just go with panties and a tee for the night, so I turned to my closet with my back against the windows, I somehow felt like I needed to cover up, unclipping my bra and throwing it on the floor next to the rest of my clothes as I picked and old white tee and jumped in to bed ready to count sheep.

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I woke up in the middle of the night all hot and bothered. I had been dreaming about the guy from Friday evening. As much as I tried to forget and switch my focus away from him during the daytime, I couldn’t control it at night in my dreams. I sat up in bed and looked up at the windows and realized I forgot to draw the curtains again, I quickly did and then laid back in bed starring at the ceiling. As I closed my eyes, I saw him before me, his so beautiful sculpted face, the most masculine man I had ever seen, and with the loose black curls and deep brown eyes complimenting his tanned skin. There was something about him that made me feel drawn to him, I mean of course he looked like a god but it was more than that and I couldn’t explain how or why I was all hot and bothered by him, and getting all wet between my legs by just the thought of that growl that had escaped his lips that night.

In my dreams both nights since Friday he showed up, I dreamed of how bad I wanted him to take me, the way I imagined his kisses would feel like, down the side of my neck while his hands should be playing with my breasts and running all the way down my body, till they hit the sacred place between my legs. I knew I would feel all safe in his arms, but I also couldn’t hide the small feel of danger and fear he had placed in my mind when I saw his eyes turn all black and he smashed that guy to the ground in the club Friday night. I suddenly felt the hot feeling on my body slowly leave me and took it as a cue to turn on to my side and try to get a little more sleep before the alarm would go off some hours from now.

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When I woke up the next day I jumped out of bed and felt, to my surprise, as fresh as I could be. I looked down at the alarm which hadn’t even went off yet and wouldn’t until in about ten minutes. I loved when I didn’t have to stress around in the morning, so I enjoyed my morning shower and when I was done, I put on some clean clothes. Skintight blue jeans and a basic spaghetti strop black crop top. On top I put a pastel lilac knitted oversized cardigan, so I wouldn’t freeze to death in the cold weather we had today. I went downstairs to get some breakfast before heading off to school, just a simple chiabowl that mom had left for me overnight and topped it with fresh fruit. It was delicious and I almost danced all the way out the door. The first class today was gym, so I headed straight for the girl’s locker rooms as soon as I reached the school. As I was about to change the girls walked in, I hadn’t seen them since Friday, but they hadn’t changed and still looked stunning even though it was a Monday morning. We were quite the package. Alice was this gorgeous pale skinned fierce red head with freckles all over her face and curls that would make any woman jealous. Sofie was your innocent girl next door type, with light brown long straight hair to the middle of the back very petite and with big blue doll eyes. Emma had this stunningly chocolate skin that we all would die for and the perfect black shoulder length hair capturing her heart shaped face with all piercing green eyes. And last we had Marie the blond of the group, wavy beach curls down to her waist and big blue eyes, freckles across her nose and curves that all the guys adored. I was so proud that these were my friends and I would protect them with everything I got, and I knew the feeling was mutual. They all lit up when they saw me in the locker room.

“Oh, there you are you man eater, have you slayed anymore guys since Friday?” Alice asked jokingly my way.

“Or just made a couple of them fight over you again?” Emma added as they all giggled.

I laughed with them and rolled my eyes “Come on guys it wasn’t my fault” I said with a pout their way. I could feel that the tension which were on high alert when we left each other Friday night was long gone and all forgotten. They had clearly all moved on and the event hadn’t made a further impact on them than one they could just laugh at by now. I was the only one who was still unable to just let it go, all because of this mysterious man. I shook it off and headed for the door as they were all done changing into their gym clothes. “Are you guys coming?” I said their way and with them closely behind we went outside to the running track. As soon as the fresh air hit me I felt the warm feeling creep up on me, the same feeling which had made me feel all hot and bothered at dinner and in the middle of the night yesterday. I looked around but still couldn’t see anything out of the ordinary. But I could smell something sweet and couldn’t place it. I suddenly felt the need to cover up as I stood there in just my small running shorts and long-sleeved winter jacket as though someone was watching me.

“Something wrong?” Marie asked

“No, nothing I was just taking in the fresh air” I quickly replied and brushed of the thoughts and weird feelings as I joined the rest of the girls in warm up runs around the track.