Make Your Own Life

Chapter 1: Humiliation

"What's the hell wrong with you! Why you are shouting, what do you think I would give you that much of respect! You know what, you deserve nothing." He said and I was just standing straight as if I got with some goosebumps in my body. That was a day when I was totally broken. I was not expecting this I was so scared and it was terrifying bad humiliation in front of more than 50 people. I was feeling like I have no reason to live in this world if there is no place of respect in anyone's heart. I was quiet and was looking at him, his expression, his anger, his face. Oh my gosh he was in such a terrified angry face it was like someone has just put a g*n on me and he is ready to shoot me at any moment.

Nothing happened he got to go somewhere else after hearing all these things to me. I was just rolled my eyes and saw everyone around me, all were looking at me as if I am the gangster and I deserve nothing. But the truth was I am just an ordinary girl who just wanna have a beautiful and dream soulmate in her life. But all this went in vain. I was feeling like I wanna cry in some corner and blame myself to live in this life which gave me so many obstacles.

I was a single girl child in my family. I don't have any siblings who are must close to me. I was born in 7 months. I was with my handicapped body as I was not able to speak properly and my left ear is deaf. But I didn't told anyone I tried to behave like a normal person. And like everyone else I always want to have the best soulmate as ever who can always love me, support me, no matter who comes and stop but still face it for me, always stand there for me. But I was wrong as I expected this thing from him. But it's okay this is life we need to live it with full of happiness no matters how many trauma present in your life after all it is your life and live it with full of joy.

So when he went from there and I also went to my place. I was standing with my friends and was ready to perform on stage. Actually what happened there was a small program from our school. And I was don't know that many convents school will come there and perform on the stage. When I come to know that his school's students are also there and when I saw him I tried to call him by his name but in low voice as I don't wanna let anyone else know that I know him but he was already ignoring me but I didn't understand and I tried to call him through his friend still he ignored me. Then I also ignored him for sometime and nothing happened we were almost ready to go to the stage. We were going only and I shouted his name and then he looked and he said all that what I have already mentioned in the beginning. Then I went to the stage perform there well not thinking about the situation happened in the last minute I just stop thinking about it temporarily and performed well with my team members on stage.

Now the function was finished and everyone was ready to go to their homes back. It was 10'o clock in night. My parents came to pick up me. I went home as I was so tired and I was not in a mood to talk about the function with my parents. I changed my dress and went to sleep. I was so tired that I was not in condition to get ready and go to school. My mom came and said to wake up and get ready I told I don't wanna got to school please let me sleep then she told then what about the dress that you have to submit it today then I said tell papa to give it on reception. But my mom got with an idea to send it through my van students to give it to the principal. On this whole day I was thinking about the things happened with me yesterday.