unspoken lie

chapter

( 1 year ago)

my heart it's going crazy this lingering pain in my chest... my chest feels so tight. I want to cry out loudly. at this very moment I want to hug someone tightly and cry out all the pain i am in. i ...i... please somebody help me this pain, who knew that I have to go through this pain.

those memories, those good times, the love i ....it happened so suddenly. all of those things. please I can't bear it. please help me. please save..... (savior woke up from dream) with lot of sweat.... haahh.. aahh... why? it's OK. it's OK... hush... relax. everything is good.

I wish you were, here for me right now I miss you. I am sorry. sorry, I couldn't protect you. but don't worry everything will be OK. please be happy. I really do miss you. my baby. if I can i want to be forever with you. if it weren't for those things that happened, right now we could have been.

I am really really really sorry. please forgive me,i couldn't protect you. my baby. (savior cries out loudly with lot of pain inside his heart. he just he couldn't control himself any more.) it's OK. it's OK. I can do it. I don't know. if this will work out. but I promise we are going to meet again.

(Morning at cafe)

i don't know why but savior didn't seem good earlier. he said he slept late yesterday that's why but his tone and all.... it felt like he cried. but why? he didn't even came out of his room for breakfast. hey gloria, what's wrong? nothing Meher I am just tired, that's all.

really? girl you can't get tired just like that it's just start anyway. yes, I know. I will try my best. oh look coustmors are coming.. yes.. I got massage from savior to work on with gloria, but looking at gloria something seems off.

rony, come here. yes Clara. what's wrong? find out, why gloria seems down. make sure that you don't sound suspicious or anything just be careful. don't worry Clara. I can handle it. cough.. oh rony. so how was party last night? it was good.

well it doesn't seems so.. no it was really good. then why is your face like that? gloomy and all. don't lie to me by saying i tired and all. please tell me if you think of me as friend or something like that. come on. actually rony, it's about savior.

what about him? well he didn't seem good earlier. it felt like he was crying last night or something. he doesn't seem to be good. well maybe it's because he is sick or something. no I mean it's not like that. alright relax. what about this after cafe we both go to him.

no rony. he might misunderstood it. nope. I am coming with you after cafe. OK. so what is it rony? Clara it seems savior isn't in good state. like how he used to be whenever we asked about why he helped us. maybe it's because of his past trauma or something. so i was right.

what are you guys talking about? rony and clara. well it's about savior he isn't in his good state right now. is that happening again? buy wasn't he over with it? yeah,like wise past never leaves our back. it always comes to us.

so what are we gonna do? well like savior said, we are going to focus on gloria. that's all. but well clara I am going with her. where? to savior. well just listen to me. she was like so worried and suspicious and all. so I just made this up that I am going to help her. rony savior won't like this sudden change of you going to his house .

yeah, but said to get close to her and all right? I am just doing my work and all. rony it's our work to handle her. but don't mix your personal feelings to this. of course not Clara. to me you guys are the everything I got. alright but first inform this to savior or he might get angry....

(rony calls savior and tells everything to him) rony I don't like this sudden change of you coming to my house. I am sorry savior. whatever just come and don't do anything stupid. yes savior. by the way. like gloria said were you really?.. .what? nothing. I will come after cafe then. bye....

hush.... so she is not that stupid. I should really control my feelings.my chest still hurts. I don't know what to do. what to say. it's OK. it's going to be ok......