Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Three I had started doing some yoga, wanting to help prepare my body for the changes that were already starting to happen. I'd read over the pamphlets that Dr. Hayes had brought over, and it was all a little overwhelming. But I knew that I was ready for this, even if it was a bit different from how I thought I would be doing things originally. It was going to be worth it. Spencer wanted this, and so did Adam, and their excitement only helped me see how good things would be. It was so much easier with them than it had ever been with Nolan. I didn't feel like I was going to be doing this alone. Closing my underwear drawer, I opened the drawer beneath it. It was filled with pajamas—more than just the few comfy pairs that I'd had before. Spencer and Adam had b

