I didn’t want to be alone, I felt completely messed up from the moment I walked away I wanted to turn around and go back to him, but I knew that I shouldn’t. I kept going. I ended up at Sarah’s house and knocked on her door. As soon as she opened the door I started to cry. She took me in her house and made me a cup of tea since she didn’t want me to stay up all night. I told her what happened and explained to her how confused I was. The truth was that I was of two minds about the whole situation. I wished that it could have been easier. I wished he never showed up here and confused me like this. I was doing good, secretly pining after him, but still I was okay. Now it’s like the wound he left on my heart was opened up again. How come he gets to just come back in my life. What does he expec
