Incomplete Love

11. Last day

It was morning. I woke up and saw my Kaya sleeping next to me. She was really looking like a Panda. I was just controlling my urge to kiss her because... Let it be, I don't want to take the name of that stupid cancer which ruin her life.

Because of this virus I am going to loose her soon.

I don't want to wake her up. I just kept looking at her and admiring her.

Just then her and my parents came, we have her food and spend time with her. I was giving her medicines time to time. Her parents were really impressed by me. But I was adoring my panda.

And this day also spent well. At last, they left the room. I slept on the bed holding my Kaya beside me.

Tomorrow is the last day. I still can't believe this. I am not able to sleep. But I have to sleep, I want to wake up before her and adore her for the whole time when she is sleeping.

The next day, I bid goodbye to Panda and left home to take shower.

After taking shower, and getting ready I was going to the hospital. I stopped infront of a medicine store and got her medicines and then went to the hospital as soon as possible. It is my panda's last day. I want to spend time with her.

The moment, I reached the hospital I saw our parents crying heavily. I was too surprised as well as scared as to what happened?

I went towards them and asked them what happened.

Then my mom took courage and said that Kaya is no more.

I was numb. Then she said that, the moment I left she breathed her last.

I was not reacting. I was not ready to accept the truth. I shouldn't have gone. I don't even bath for months during winters, then why did I had to bath now.

Just then her dead body came out of the ICU. Tears went down seeing her in this condition. It is all because of me. I shouldn't have taken her to the park. The pollution over here is not good for her health. I lost her because of me.

I went home and head towards the washroom. I also wanted to die, but I promised my Panda that I will not do such nonsense. She even promised not to live me. Then why did she?

I turned on the shower and cried blaming all that on me.

I lost her. I lost my everything. I still can't believe that she is not with me.

I screamed her name loudly.