Xavier POV
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There was an innocence in her touch
A fear behind her eyes
But I was felt shook by her action.
She almost touched my d**k
Fuck
I'm having a hard on in the middle of a family pace
And the dinner isn't even started yet.
Maybe it's because I'm sober
And I'm getting mad
But maybe we can enjoy once we are here.
It Its not like anyone should know and looks like she wants me too.
I'm sure she would have hooked up with people filthier than me.
I am not the worst
Can I be ?
Nah,
I'm not that bad
Am I?
I'm not sure that I think I'm normal.
Its like in a pond of fishes, I can't be a whale
Maybe.
When I'm sober this is how my brain works
Sometimes it's a mood.
Sometimes I feel I can survive without those but once I start I'm not sure how to control.
