Candice POV
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"Dear diary,
I am not sure what I was expecting in the party.
Not sure if I was hoping that someone will make me laugh, hold my hand and talk things to me not wanting to make me feel like I was out of place. But none of it happened.
I mean nothing at all.
I didn't have any kind of fun
I felt out of place and I didn't want to try alcohol
With a fear bugging me thinking ill end up making fun of myself.
Because I have never tried it before
And my first time should be in a safe place
My safe place.
But I met Ben, Lucy's dad
Something about him is still haunting me even after the night is over
I'm not sure why, but he is still on my mind.
And someone else I met on the party is Jacob.
I didn't like him at all
I just felt like he was a little overbearing
