Xavier POV □□□ My eyes feel heavy as I stare at the dark room which isn't dark anymore because I hear the chaos outside and flashlight pointing at my face, which makes me hate it instantly. Knowingly I look up And I notice Carson and a familiar doctor Mr. Benoit who is checking my pulse, I'm sure to check he has not found me again in a live or die situation And a panic look around the room And I lay back Not knowing where the hell I am. Last thing I remember is shoving my d**k into a woman who I paid for. I remember her cries before I lost control. Like every single time. "How are you feeling ? Having any difficulty to breathe?" Benoit asks And I shake my head no As I get up My hands feel numb like I'm ripped apart from them. My head feels like its tripping apart as

