Gabriel sits at the bar, drowning his sorrows, drinking away these feelings that shouldn’t be there. All these feelings that he shouldn't have regret, uncertainty. It's nothing that he has ever felt before. They are all feelings that he should not be having. He is strong. He has no room for regret. Pesky thoughts should not invade his mind. Lots of decisions are made, he has no room to second guess himself on the smallest thing. It is just done. He's a leader. He is meant to lead a big group of people. If he is starting to second guess himself on something that is so important, then will people start to lose faith in him as a leader? Will they respect his authority? Will they trust him to make the right choice about other things?
The bartender looks at the man strangely. Gabriel doesn't
