To my dear Maggie,
In some ways, I hope you find this, in other ways I hope you don’t. I hope you find this because I want you to understand somethings and I hope after you read this you can understand why I did what I did. I also hope you don’t find this because then you will have lived a full and happy life, never knowing a thing about me and never knowing the atrocities that your father, the man that I loved so dearly, committed against me, committed against her, committed against all of us.
I will never raise my hand and try to say that I am faultless in all of this. I will never pretend that I am not also to blame. I am complicit in all of this. But my intentions came from a good place and even if that doesn’t justify the wrongs that I committed or the people I have hurt along the w
