Prologue
His body is aching, but he dare not stop. Three shadows
are gliding down the trail he has left behind.
The sun is sinking and crimson streaks the sky. It has
been years, but he remembers their breath on his face, the taunts whispered
in his ear. The red hot irons pressed to his chest, the needles pushed under
his nails. The old scars on his wrists are opening. They must not catch him
this time.
He speeds off-piste and plunges into powder. Snow sprays
and streams behind him, blazing a path of white on the darkening mountain.
But the shadows are even closer now. He can hear the slice of their skis,
feel their eyes. The chill wind carries the smell of sweat. He must ski
faster somehow.
Suddenly, something grips his chest, squeezing his
lungs. He cannot find air. His poles drop from his hands and he is falling.
The ground tips and swings back to catch him. His head is heavy and his body
feels broken.
He looks up. There are no more shadows, only swirling
cloud. Snowflakes touch his face. The mountains circle, the earth pulls
away.
His wife and daughter are beside him, their palms on his
forehead, his arms, his chest. The pain fades. He will rest here for a
while. He closes his eyes and sees the black-haired girl who has lost her
way and the child who knows not her name. He promises to watch over
them.
The last of the winter sun drowns in an ashen sky. The
wind rolls down from the summit and throws a blanket of snow over him.
Beyond the dark peaks of the Alborz is Tehran, city of
veiled women, toppled kings and ayatollahs, merchants and bazaars. In the
frozen gardens, children play late games of hide and seek amongst the frost
white cherry trees and suck the cold jewelled seeds of wild
pomegranates.