Tara's POV It was now or never… Those words kept ringing in my ears as I was soon on my way to Ryder's private lounge. He has been staying there a lot more often, instead of his room which I had easy access to. It was quite painful that he had been growing really distant from me all that time, even to the point where he was no longer even attending to my need for some company to stick with me. But that evening, I was going to take it all back from that stupid girl, Amelia, and that was going to make me feel like I was in control all over again. It was hard for me to imagine failure in what I was imagining doing right at that point. “He just waits…” I said as I got to the door. I was sure he could almost perceive my wonderful aura from wherever he was behind that door. “He's about

