Growing feelings

Chapter: 3

After that class room drama Mushi dragged me outside holding my hand very tightly, i'm struggling to match my step with him bcz it’s seems like he is running instead of walking. He Don't stop any where until we reach a corner beside canteen, where we used to spend our free time with our close friends.This is a most peaceful place in the whole college.This is a place where on one usually come often.After we reach there he stop dragging me, but suddenly pull me infront of him by my hand with a jerk.He is now looking at me intently and me being me i'm looking at the floor.Then he said something which left me shocked........

He keep looking deep in my eyes while saying- how many times i have to remind you that whom you belongs to.Do you really need me to tell you that you are mine and you belongs to me. Do i need me to say that to you word by word for you to understand. Don't you feel anything at all.you never listen to me.previous day when i called you several times i found your phone busy but i trust you, i thought you were talking to one of our friends or your relatives but atlast what i found out, that you were talking to that Riyan for more then one hour.you are talking to him behind my back. Tell me how could you do this to me.If i Don't found out, you are not going to tell me about it, right? If I'm not mistaken, you are not very comfortable with talking to someone through phone,right? you never talk to me this long on the phone. Ok i except that i never taken the initiative but that's because i care about your comfort.That's why i always avoid talking to you on phone but my concern was unnecessary throughout the whole time.Now i can tell i was totally wrong about that, you were quite enjoying talking to him.Now tell me do you like him and if you like him then let me tell you that this never gonna happened. I never let this happened ever.

I can tell from his outbursts earlier and now that he is mad at me but i can not understand why he is angry with me. He is venting his anger on but what's my fault. Right now he is looking like a monster, my monster.He is telling as if we are in a relationship throughout all the time and i cheat on him. He is not even confess to me yet,and here he come here to claim his rights on me. He is acting like a jealous boyfriend. This possessive behaviour of his make me happy though.

So,i have to stop him from non-stop talking. I can tell he has no intention to stop.So,before he can say anything, i blurt out that I Like Him.He is still goes on talking non-stop.I Don't think he even realised what i have said.After sometime when he finally realised what i have said, he looked shocked.I can see that he is trying to say something but can not say it at last.I expecting from him to say something. At this moment we both keep looking at the floor as if it is the most interesting thing in the whole world. What he said after my confession made me speechless. I can neve expected him to say that to me. If he atlest remain silent then atlest i thought he is so shocked that he is short of but no he have to finished my last hope.After all i have said at last he said to me -good. very good, keep that in your mind.After listening to him i was like, seriously!!!

He left me there alone after his epic answer to my confession. He just went away from there left me both confused and angry at the sametime.I am very decipointed right now bcz after my confession I'm expecting from him to say something to me like same kind of word as me.......

After my one-sided confession when i came home from college, i have my bad days in the month.(i think u all understand) So,i will not go to college for atleast three days.

I am not going to college for some days that means i probably will not see him these days.Mushi's family and my family are very close bcz we knew each other for years.My ma-baba both treat him like their own child. Sometime bcz of this i feel jealous. So,he can come to our home at any time as he wish, he is always more then welcome in our home.

today I'm not going to school. So,i will be free for the whole day. That's why i decided to use my free time properly, and spend my time doing nothing.Right now I'm sitting in my bed,eyes closed, listening my favourite songs.Suddenly i feel someone is touching my forehead,i instantly open my eyes with a jerk. What I'm seeing infront of me surprised me extremely or i can say whom I'm seeing.........

Right now Mushi is Half-standing infront of me,looking at my face with some unkbown emotions.I am looking at the floor for quite sometime. Before i can even ask him why he suddenly come into our home, he keep looking at me worriedly and began to asking me question non-stop. He is asking me about my reason for not going to college and if I'm angry with him for something. From his non-stop question i can tell that, he is thinking I'm avoiding him on purpose.

He is talking non-stop without giving me any chance, so that i can give him an answer.I have to stop him from talking. So,for that purpose, i suddenly grab his both hands, distracting him from his banters and said out loud that I'm not avoiding him on purpose, the reason for my absence is that I'm sick, before i could react he grab my hands.........