Chapter 1: Bullied

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Sanara's Pov I'm here at the parking area of our campus. I was looking for my boyfriend, Felix, when I heard him moan and groan. "Umh...Felix..." "You are so hot, Tatiana... I can't get enough of you... Umh..." And what I saw shocked me. It was Tatiana, the campus queen bee, and my boyfriend Felix making out in the car hood. It seems that they are so consumed with what they are doing that they don't mind that people might catch them in the act. I don't know what I did wrong to deserve this. I decided to take a medical course in college to become a doctor, to heal people. But here I am, physically and emotionally wounded. This morning, I was so excited to see my boyfriend, Felix Lucas. because it's our first anniversary. And supposedly we are going to meet for a date before our class today. But it feels like my world collapsed because of what I am seeing right now. I can't take what I'm seeing. I want to run away, but it seems that my feet are glued to the ground. I cant moved. And my face was already wet from my tears. My body is trembling. Before I was able to gather the strength to move, they had already noticed me. "What are you doing here?" Tatiana irritably snarled at me. "S-sanara?!" Felix was shocked to see me. "I was the one who supposedly asked that question. W-what are you two doing?" I managed to ask in a shaking voice. "Let me explain," Felix said while fixing his pants. "Oh, c'mon, Felix. There's nothing to explain." Tatiana rolled her eyes. She was right. There's nothing to explain. I've seen enough. I can't bear seeing them. I ran away. But because of the tears that were suddenly flooding in my eyes, I stumbled and slumped to the ground. I shut my eyes because of the pain I felt in my elbow, hand, and buttocks. Then I heard the students laughing at me instead of helping me get up. "Oh! Sanara, what are you doing there? Do you purposely let yourself fall because you want Felix to carry you to the clinic?" Tatiana said, smirking. I looked at Felix, who was now laughing with her instead of helping me get up. He avoided my gaze and faked a cough. "Dream on, Sanara. I will never do that. I'm done playing a knight in shining armor to a boring woman like you." Felix said it, and it breaks my heart. "So, you've been fooling me all this time? It's our first anniversary, but you surprised me by seeing you making out with her." I said to Felix while getting up. My butt hurts, and I saw my elbow covered in blood. But I don't care. My heart feels worsen than this. "How long have you been cheating with her, huh?" "Well, it's our fifth month now," Tatiana said proudly. I can't help but laugh without humor. "So, it's been five months, huh?" "What he has for you is just a pity," Tatiana said. "Pity, huh. You should have told me that you don't love Felix and broken up with me instead of fooling me, Felix!" I yelled at him. "Don't yell at me, you boring b***h!" Felix grabbed my arm forcefully. "I tried my best to stay with you, but what I get is just a boring conversation with you every time we are together. I'm so done with it. With Tatiana, there's no dull moment with her." Felix said, and it made my heart clench in pain. "Because I'm not boring like her," Tatiana said, then laughed with Felix. "Of course, baby." Felix agreed, then kissed Tatiana in front of me. I shut my eyes not wanting to see them. "Your friends are bullying me while you are making out with my boyfriend all this time," I said bitterly. "Felix is mine now. He wasn't your boyfriend anymore, loser." Tatiana pushed me, and I fell to the ground again. "Woah! Don't be too rough on her, baby." Felix held Tatiana's waist, then looked at me. "Get lost, Sanara." I don't want to see your face anymore." He said it to me. "Just because I didn't give myself to you? You are dumping me now?" I wipe my tears and get up. "Stop your drama, Sanara. I am so tired of you. Just get lost and never come back." Felix said he would turn his back and go with Tatiana, who gave me a smirk before going with my boyfriend. No. He's my ex-boyfriend now. I'm just standing there with my wound in my elbow. Students are looking at me, others with sympathy and pity, while others are laughing and making fun of my misery. I shouldn't let my guard down. I am not weak. But because I want to have a normal life here in the city as an ordinary medical student, I let people think that I am a weak creature. I let them treat me this way. If they only knew who I really was. I am Sanara Ivory Renez, a daughter of the Alpha of the Zephyria pack. And my father has no idea that people are treating me here like this. But I don't want him to know because I don't want these people to face my father's wrath and anger. I don't deserve this. I want to crush Tatiana and Felix's bones right now. As well as those students who treat me like crap, laughing and throwing me insults. But I'm not a monster to do that. I'm a medical student. I should treat and heal people, not the other way around. Maybe I should go back to our pack with a broken heart. ***** I'm looking at my elbow with a bandage right now. I wasn't expecting someone to help me. His name is Cairo, and he is a freshman. He brought me to the clinic to be treated there. I can sense something strange about him. And I'm sure that he is not a normal creature just like me. I'm not sure if he is a werewolf too. His smell is different from ours. But I'm thankful to him. No one dares to help me, but he came and carried me without hesitation. I guess I should thank him and ask him to have coffee with me some other time. If I still have time. Because after what happened, I'm not sure if I still want to stay here. Felix broke my heart into pieces. I just ignored Tatiana and let her friends do those things to me. They are bullying me. But I'm not expecting that Tatiana will seize Felix from me. All this time, I thought Felix was being patient with me, and waiting for the right time for me to give myself to him. I thought he loved me. I didn't realize that he was laughing with that b***h while her friends were doing so many foul things to me. I let those bullying moments slip because I want to have a quiet life while studying here. I was looking forward to graduating here and becoming a doctor. I want to reach that dream with Felix. But now, it will never happen. They humiliated me in front of other students on campus. But what hurt me the most was the fact that my boyfriend dumped me just like that. I don't think I can stand seeing them both on campus. And I'm afraid that I might lose control and hurt them. I don't want to show my true self to them. I don't want people to remember me for being a monster. We are not monsters. I want to prove that we can live a normal life too. But after what happened, I don't know what to do anymore. ***** "Are you sure about this, Sanara?" My friend Bethany asked me. I told her that I was leaving. "Yeah. After what happened, I don't think I can still focus on my studies seeing those cheaters." I replied. "But you only have one year, and you are going to graduate. Can't you just ignore them and go on with your life?" Bethany stated. "I can't. I don't want to see them both. Don't worry, I will visit you. We can still go out and go shopping." I tried to be cheerful. Bethany sighed. "Alright. if that's what you want. If that's what makes you heal." "Well, maybe I can go back when I'm already over him and Tatiana." But for now, I have to do this for myself. Goodbye for now, Bethany. I'm going to miss you." I hugged her, trying my best not to cry. "Hey! You told me you were going to visit," Bethany reminded me. "Yeah. I will. Don't worry." I smiled at her. That day we went out to bond before I left the city and went back to our pack. Bethany doesn't know about our pack. Of course, normal people don't know about our pack. They don't have to know. After talking to the dean, I go back to my apartment and pack my things. I didn't tell Dad about my decision or about what happened to me and Felix. I'm pretty sure he is going to get mad when he learns about it. ***** Today, I am going back to our pack. I drove my car while remembering those times I was with Felix. A tear fell on my cheeks. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I just want a normal life with Felix. But now it is impossible to happen. I have to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore. I'm not even sure if he loved me. Maybe I'm just the only one who's loved him from the very start. I just assume that Felix and I share the same feelings. But now, I have no choice but to accept the truth and move on. It's not going to be that easy, but I have to endure this pain I am feeling right now. And maybe going back to where I really belong will help me move on quickly. I was already crossing the forest that led to our pack when I felt my car bump into something. I decided to get out of my car to see what it was. "What was that? There's nothing here." My forehead creased when I saw nothing. And I was about to go back to my car when suddenly a group of Rogues jumped in. Now they are circling around me. I gasped in shock when I saw them. What will I do? How can I fight them in my human form? "What do you want, stinky creature?" I looked at the rogue in front of me. They all growl and move to attack me. I try to go back inside my car, but one of them grabs my arm. "Let go of me!" I yelled and tried to kick the rogue, but he grabbed my leg, and I fell to the ground. I whimper in pain when another rogue grabs my hair to make me stand. "What do you want from me?" I asked them. They just all growl. I try to free myself from the rogue that is holding me. But I have no match for them in my human form. What should I do now? I have to do something. Even if I use the mind link to ask for help in our pack, they won't be able to reach this place asap. Our pack is far from here. But I can't let them just take me. I don't want to die in these rogues' hands. I don't have a choice but to fight with them, even in my human form. I don't want to die without fighting for my life. I gathered all my strength to kick the rogue that was holding my hair, but before I could do that, another rogue punched me in the stomach. I felt that I was about to lose my consciousness because of the strong punch the rogue gave me. But before my eyes closed, I saw someone come.
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