Will you be with me when the nights are darker in my life and there's no hope in my life for surviving will you be the one to hold me when iam falling apart from world?
I had so many questions so many unsaid feelings i wanted to tell but he remained silent and choas in my heart started surrounding me in way that i couldn't see him maybe he was drifting apart i couldn't hold the bond the love i shared with him but it was meant to be held by both sides 'it felt like i was holding it if only one would hold it it will eventually fall apart
And i felt his shining eyes glistening with tears i never wanted those shinning stars to be filled with tears of sadness maybe i failed to keep that stars happy i felt his hand slipping and within seconds it was gone it ended for forever " i didn't deserve this".without the proper closure it turned nightmare eventually and Even after this I won't be able to hate you cause you were like a firefly in my deep dark sky.....
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I failed at keeping promises i couldn't protect my love from drifting apart i did it myself to make the Life easier it was meant to be broken it was like sky and sea were in love they remained hopelessly in love without the condition of being together but my love it started when i pretended to hate for for the sake of revenge condition fulfilled i always learnt in the books that sky and sea will meet at horizon far from reality of world where they would be together for eternity but it was lie and the lie i fed myself when i couldn't digest it it came out of my thoughts while taking my memories of being loved together with it ... i broke my loved person and in Way that it would torment me for Life i hate myself "i deserve her hatred
Unknowingly i became
Her destroyer