Chapter 4
Spencer was looking at him like he’d sprung a second head. He just kept shaking his head. Max couldn’t blame him, he was totally f*****g this up.
“You are beautiful and sexy and I can’t help but want you.” And he did. Had for so long. But they were too different. Wanted different things. If he got together with Spencer and things didn’t work out, he’d be devastated. “But romance and s*x screw up everything. I can’t lose you. You’re my best friend. If we were to get together and it didn’t work out, I don’t know what the hell I would do. If you didn’t want to see me anymore I’d…I don’t know. I can’t take that risk.”
“You can’t risk it?”
“No, and don’t feed me the line that life is made up of risks. I don’t care if I lose a hundred boyfriends. None of that would matter compared
