Ember
8:15am
My grandfather and Xander has been a lifesaver. Today is the first day that I've gotten to sleep in in what seems like a lifetime. I've Been able to pump some more milk so that somebody else can feed the twins. So they woke up with them this morning and me and Blaze just stayed in bed cuddled together. I'm not a hundred percent sure why I am awake, it's probably because my internal clock is now used to being up earlier than this so I guess eight is sleeping in.
Lay in my bed for a while, warmly wrapped in Blaze's arms. I see no reason to move right away. I don't hear any signs that the twins are in distress and I know they're in good hands. The last few days Xander has been kicking my ass in training. It's not that I can't do the work I'm fully capable of doing what he's
