Candice stared deep within my eyes while plays with the ruby ring on her finger. We have been sitting facing each other for more than five minutes. I have my lips shut for a while not because I have changed my mind and I don't want to say anything to her. It's because there's a lot of things that I want to tell her and I am a bit confused where do I begin. Should I go back with the issues of our past that we never get to talk about? At first, I wanted to believe that it's because of the time, that it's because she is far from me but I don't think that's it. It's us, we were both trying to avoid opening that topic. For us, it's a pandora box, it will bring us chaos if we tried to open it but no one has opened that box. No one knows if that box does bring chaos or not. Candice sighs heavi

