Zinnia
“We need to talk.” Alex slammed the tray on the counter and yelled over the loud noise. I ignored her, busying myself with whatever I could find, so long as it allowed me to avoid the conversation I knew would come.
Ignoring Alex wasn’t something I’d willingly wanted to do. But I couldn’t bring myself to talk with her. Not now anyways. Not when I couldn't be honest with her.
Shame. Guilt and disgust were the emotions that weighed on me as I hurled myself to work after Reed left. His words constantly rang in my ears, and it didn’t bloody help that he left me hot and bordered, and as soon as he was out the door, I f****d myself with the toy he bought for me. I screamed out his name as I came. I came down from my high, then f****d my mouth with the toy, reminiscing how heavenly his
