The Alpha's Broken Heart

Somebody's gotta go~Nefeli~Earth.

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The pages where blank. Someone, or rather Selena, erased the sketches.

Everyone is expressing various emotions; confused, anger. Xavier looks hurt as well, he was the one to draw it to perfection. I can feel my blood boiling and I just want to destroy that nuisance. I grab the book and storm out the room, ignoring Amara telling me to calm down.

' I'm gonna find that little girl and teach her some manners she obviously wasn't taught.' I say already looking through my closet mentally, looking for a black dress to wear at her funeral.

I've been searching the pack for hours and right now I'm passing the pack training grounds. I'm about to give up but I finally find her, watering flowers.' I hope those flowers don't die from her toxic nature ' I think bitterly. I place the book down, then I walk up to her and grab her hair throwing her in front of the training soldiers. I walk over to her, who is still on the ground in a shock like daze, by the way. I grab the collar of her too-cropped crop top she wears shamelessly. I pull her to my face.

"What in the Hades are you doing?" she shouts in my face. I glare at her fake face.

"I don't think your father will appreciate you misusing his name, you little conniving Jezebel" I growl out in her face.

" What are you talking about? I didn't do anything Luna! "she says acting all innocent.

" Oh so now you can me Luna? Drop the little sheep act, no one's falling for it. Where is it? " I say whilst snarling at her.

" What are you-" " What is going on here?! " she is interrupted by Jace. I look at him and he honestly looks like he could care less.

" Tell your little devil to return the sketches. She better being them back or else, I'm going to kill her! " I shout feeling my goddess shine through at the last part of the sentence. I notice, in my peripheral view, everyone is watching and gradually backing away.

"Selena, I'm telling you once and only once. Where. Are. The. Sketches?" I say in my goddess's voice making everyone shiver. Her eyes widen before she smirks discreetly. Recovering she moves from behind has Jace and takes a step towards me.

"Why are you accusing me? Do you even have evidence that I would do that?" she asks me, as if talking to a toddler. I grab her throat and squeeze it. I see Jace look confused for a second before stepping forward, slowly. I smirk as I say the next words.

"Why do you follow Jace around? Does he even want you?" I say and she growls at me. I cut off her breathing till she begins turning purple. I drop her and she falls down in a pile of flesh and bones. She looks up to me whilst massaging her neck. She jumps up shifting into a light brown wolf. I get into my fighting stance and eye her down.

"ENOUGH!" A voice booms out and I turn to see Nate speed walking with Xavier and Amara in toe. I smile in their direction, when suddenly I feel something sharp tear into my thigh and graze my bone. I turn and see Selena trying to rip my leg out. I don't cry out because I won't give her the satisfaction of giving me pain and also I like to believe I was trained using worse scenarios than a pathetic little devil wolf, but being bitten will be a first for me. I grab her jaw and c***k it. She whimpers and whines before letting go and falling to the ground in pain. I look down and see the puncture wounds are bleeding profusely. I try to turn to look at Nate but I feel his arms wrap around me. I look up at his face and see him shouting orders to the people. Feeling tired, I just close my eyes for a quick nap.

BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, I hear the sound repeat without a break. I open my eyes and look at the ceiling. It's white, which means I'm either in a hospital or someone's white room. I look around at the rest of the room. I see the heart monitor and the IV in my arm. For a second I wonder why I'm not freaking out, but I'm too calm to even think of chaos. I see the uniform I have on and the blanket that does very little to keep me warm. I look to my left and see Nate holding my arm and looking away from me, almost in a daze ' At least I now know why I'm so calm...' I think to myself. I sit up to try and surprise him by kissing his check but I accidently move my hand and his head snaps to me. I smile widely before I frown. He looked at least thirty, with a prominent crease between his eyebrows and discolored bags under his eyes. He has frown lines by his mouth. His face brightens when he sees me but I observe him, trying to find out how to scold him for not taking care of himself.

"I missed you ..." I say and he smiles gleefully. He's about to say something but I cut him off. "But I don't like how you aren't taking care of yourself, what if I die-" " Don't say that!" he snapped at me. I raise my hands weakly and smile at him.

" I mean, if this ever happens again-I need you to promise me that you will take proper care of yourself. If not for me, then for your pack. Do you promise me" I say softly. He shakes his head childishly.

" Nate..." I say groaning. He shakes his head again.

"Come on, mi amor..." I say. I hold back a laugh when his ears perk up and he looks at me smiling.

"What is that?" he asks excitedly. I haven't called him by any endearments, so he's practically beaming right now.

"That's for me to know and you to not know, and don't you dare research it" I say. He hugs me tightly but then pulls away, almost too soon.

"What's wrong?" I ask pouting.

" I-just how is your leg?" he asks his voice straining a bit.

" I have a leg? Totally forgot." I say and he chuckles softly. I move to grab him but he pushes me back down.

" No, sleep. You can't move or Rebecca is going to kill me." he said whilst eyeing the door sceptically. Rebecca is the pack doctor and healer, she is Nate's mom's best friend, so it's understandable why he is so fearful. I grunt and grab his hand pulling him onto of me.

"Ouch!" I say abit too loudly. He flies off me and frantically hovers his hands over me, trying to check for injuries without touching me. I look at him for a minute before I start laughing, abnoxiously loud.

"Are you okay? Wait what's funny?" he says lightly giggling because laughing is contagious. He then starts full on laughing and collapses on the bed and I grab his bicep, so I can squeeze it because my stomach was beginning to hurt.

After a good minute the door swings open to reveal a woman, who aged quite beautiful might I add, looking at us. We quiet down and stare at her. She looks behind the door and I hear Nate struggling to keep his daughter in which then causes me to burst out laughing again at his constipated expression. She looks at us and then shakes her head, her unruly red curls bouncing with each movement. She walks in and starts checking my pulse. As she's writing down on a clip board, Nate sobers up and looks over her shoulder to see what she is writing. She side glances at him, her hazel eyes narrowing slightly and he sits down. I sober up and decide to introduce myself.

"Hello, I'm Nefeli, you must Madam Rebecca. It's a pleasure to meet you finally, Nate speaks highly about you." I say and she smiles widely grabbing me and hugging me tightly, almost chocking me. I'm instantly remember how my mother would hug me.

" Oh honey don't call me that, I'm not that old, am I? You're just an angel!" she says gushing over me like my mother would always do. I suddenly feel emotional. She pulls back and then turns to Nate.

"Let's talk outside please." she says and walks out without him. He pouts in my direction, making me giggle, before rushing out. I settle my mind down and then look outside the window. I look around at the trees and feel like touching them.' I should plant a tree when I get home.' I thought happily. I love trees, not so much flowers. I see trees more steady and loving, it gives shade, food and air to people, and it also is truly beautiful. I am so lost in thought that I don't notice Nate rush into the room.

"Nefeli?" he says softly, his eyes shining with unshed tears. I sit up more giving him my attention. I try to stand up as he walks towards the bed slowly. I finally manage to untangle my good leg when he stops me. He pushes my hips towards the bed, setting me on the bed. I look at him and he is eyeing his hand on my hip. He sits down and looks to me.

"Nate, what's wrong?" I ask brushing away a traitorous tear. I cup his cheek and he closes his eyes, leaving into my palm. He opens then after a while and looks at my stomach again. He grasps my hand and places it in his lap.

"It's-do you feel different?" he asks. I look at him weirdly

"Aside from the hole in my leg that shouldn't be there, I guess I'm super!" I say laughing lightly. He breathes out a laugh and then turns serious.

" Nate, okay I'm freaking out, are you okay or is it me? I'm dying, aren't I..." I continue ranting about all the possibilities. He looks at me, not bothering to stop me. He sighs and then smiles happily, joyful tears falling freely.

"Nefeli, we're pregnant..." he says quietly, his words falling from his lips like a prayer. I immediately freeze.

' I'm... Pregnant...'