“What will I do now?” I ask myself.
Actually, I really don’t know what to do really because Oliver is not letting me do my work. Well, I don’t need his permission if I want to work but … What the heck am I doing and I obeyed him.
Did I really fall for him?
It’s scary to think that kind of thing but maybe I am really in love. Is this love? Can someone tell me what loves really is?
All I know is flirting, does that count as love?
I don’t know what I am thinking and doing this time but… Well, I can call Matthew to ask if that i***t will only be serious.
Lucky him. He has a lover that he can treat that so-called love.
I slam myself to the bed and closed my eyes.
Maybe if I sleep these thoughts will vanish, I wish.
Wait…
I forgot to do something. I mean to eat something. I remembered
