The Art of Starting Over

I’ve Got a Secret.

SEVYNS POV

I wake up stretching next to Noah, he wraps his warm arms around me and pulls me closer. I giggle and play with his curls until he wakes up. He grins at me and says good morning in his sexy ass morning voice. I’ll never get tired of hearing him say good morning, or looking into his honey brown eyes when I first wake up. Today was actually a treat I’m never up before him, usually I wake up to find him staring at me playing with my hair but today I got to be the one. “Good morning lover, how did you sleep?” I ask sweetly planning my next moves carefully, he said he would not touch me last night, he said nothing about the morning. “Sevyn, I already know what you’re up to.” He says sternly then grins and flips his covers off showing his massive erection through his boxers, I smile and lean my head down slowly taking him in my mouth. “Oh f**k, I’m never going to get used to how good your mouth feels on my cock.” He moans and I feel my panties dampening. I bob my head up and down taking him to the back of my throat and slowly back to the tip, twirling my tongue around it. I stare in his eyes and I see them laced with love and pleasure. I hear his moans pick up and I know he’s about to explode in my mouth, I push him to the back of my throat and let the waves come out of him. “God I f*****g love you woman.” He says looking down at me. I grin and take my panties off, I move over his hips straddling him and start grinding on him getting him hard again. “You want me baby?” I ask as he grips my hips and nods with a smile. I slide down onto his length and gasp. Moving up and down on him, I feel my walls clenching around him and he starts pounding back into me matching my pace. He looks at my t**s hungrily as they bounce up and down with us. “I love you Noah.” I moan feeling pleasure over taking me. He flips us over placing my legs over his shoulders and kisses me deeply as my moans become more fast paced. “You like the way my d**k feels inside of you baby?” He moans against my lips. “Yes I love it so f*****g much ugh f**k me harder.” I scream and his starts pounding my hole harder and faster. I’m not even moaning by the time I c*m, I’m straight screaming his name as my body shakes around him. “f**k Sevyn, you’re so sexy, I’m going to fill you to the brim.” He groans and pumps his hips faster. “I want to feel you as you cum.” I moan, he gives one last pump and I feel as he explodes again his d**k pushing more and more inside of me. He lays down next to me and kisses my lips.

“So was now not a good time to come check in on you guys or?” I hear Charlies voice behind the door and I feel my whole body burning red. Noah groans and jumps out of bed throwing on clothes. I follow in pursuit and follow him out of his bedroom, only to come face to face with most of our friends, minus Ember and Cali and now Paulie I guess too. They’re cheering as we walk in like we just won a world cup. “How long have you guys been here?” He asks embarrassed sitting down on his couch. “Long enough.” Gavin says with a grin over a starbucks cup I groan and blush. “We just wanted to stop by to see if you guys wanted breakfast but seems like you already skipped to desert.” Gina laughs and my face is only getting redder and redder. “Alright alright we’ve tortured them enough imagine if it was you, you’d be embarrassed if you knew all your friends heard you telling your boyfriend to f**k you harder.” Nadia jokes and I feel like I’m going to melt my face is so red and hot Nadia wraps her arm around me reassuringly and I see Charlie patting Noah on the back and giggle as he and Jared try to high five him. “Okay well do you guys want breakfast? I want pancakes.” Gina says standing up and I nod. “I’m starving.” I said and I sense Gavin about to make a joke so I narrow my eyes towards him and he holds his hands up with a grin. “We wanted to go on a hike after but you guys seem to have already gotten in your exercise.” Goddammit Gavin just had to get that last one in, Noah laughs from the couch and Gavin grins back at him. “Knew you’d like that one.” I shook my head and smiled it was kind of funny coming down from the embarrassment of it. “Actually Gavin a hike would be lovely.”

On our way out of the breakfast place, everyone groans as we spot the two most annoying people in the world. Lauren AND Victoria, great. I can feel Noahs arm tighten around my waist as Lauren practically skips over to him. “Noaaaahhhh it’s been too long.” She says in her squeaky ass voice playing with her ponytail, she’s just gotten the worst lip filler, her lips are all lumpy and puffy, I roll my eyes. “Steven.” She says glaring at me but this new nickname she’s created actually made me laugh, taking her and Noah by surprise when I’m taken over in giggles. “That was a good one Lauren, I like, I like the Steven one I’ll give that to you.” I see Noah grin at me from the corner of my eye. “Gina.” Victoria sneers from next to her STILL not over losing prom queen. “Victoria.” Gina mocks her back. “Oh and the rest of the gang is here too, Sevyn.” Victoria addresses me coldy and I smile. “I didn’t know you two knew each other.” Lauren asks looking at Victoria, who rolls her eyes. “These are the people I was forced to go to high school with.” Lauren makes a face at her. “You poor thing.” She says sympathetically. “Noah, you’ll have to come see my new apartment.” She whines and he gives her a weird look. “I never even saw the old one, why would I want to come see the new one.” He asks in a tone I’ve never heard him use, I would best describe it as distasteful. I knew this girl is not what he wanted to deal with. “Becauseeee I got a California king big enough for twoooo.” She coos trying to show off her fake breasts. “Hard pass.” He mutters and pulls me closer she frowns and glares at me like his disinterest is my fault. “Well let me know when you and Serena break up and I’ll gladly have you over.” I feel my fist ball up. “Lindsey.” I say playing her own game. “Sounds to me like if he wanted to spend the night with a bunch of plastic he’d much rather sleep in his tupperware closet, but I’m sure the offer is appreciated.” I say sickly sweet with a smile my fist still balled. I hear our friends snickering behind me.

NOAHS POV

The way Sevyn looked like she was going to punch Lauren right now was turning me on. I chuckle when she calls her Lindsey stooping to her own level, Sevyn always kept a mature head on her shoulders around Lauren but she has been insistent lately. God I just cannot stand her. All of the guys in this city alone and she’s had all of her eggs in my basket since freshman year and I’ve been rejecting her. She just doesn’t let up. “You heard her Lindsey.” I joke and grin at Sevyn she gives me a huge smile. Lauren makes an exasperated noise and gives us both a dirty look. “You two are perfect for each other actually, Sevyn you can keep him, I have no interest in being with a man who’s happy dating some trashy w***e who aborted her baby.” My eyes almost popped out of her head how the f**k did Lauren know that. Before I can even stop her Sevyn slaps Lauren so hard I’m sure the sound echoed off of the buildings and people walking by gave us a quick look. Sevyn is SEETHING and Laurens holding her cheek with tears in her eyes, serves her right. “How dare you bring up something you know nothing about, you classless skank. You don’t know me or my life or what I’ve been through. Bring up my baby again and I will slap you even harder next time, you worthless b***h. Run along now and learn how to shut. the. f**k. up.” I’ve never seen Sevyn mad before and I make a mental note not to get on her bad side, Lauren hangs her head and turns away practically running the other direction with her two bit sister not far behind her. “Are you okay.” I ask Sevyn taking her into my arms and she nodded.

“Sevyn I’ve never been more proud to be your friend.” Gavin says with a grin coming up to us, Sevyn smiles at him from my arms and he pats her on her back. “That s**t she said was f****d up though how did she know about your baby.” Sevyn shrugged and Nadia had her eyes narrowed in the direction Lauren ran off too. “And where the f**k did she get abortion from?” Sevyn shakes her head and sighs. “I don’t know, I don’t care honestly she’s just a spoiled brat that needed to be put in her place and hopefully she learns, she just wanted to get on my nerves and now she knows what happens she won’t do it again.” Nadia nodded and smiled. “Kinda badass the way you were like shut. the. f**k. up.” She days mocking the way Sevyn said it, she giggled. “I’m surprised her dimwit sister didn’t warn her, she bothered Sev enough in school she knows how she can get.” Gina says smiling I grin at my baby, it was amazing and something about the way her voice sounded when she was angry made my d**k twitch. “Remind me to never piss you off.” Charlie said and draped an arm around her shoulder. “You can totally kick ass, proud to call you my future sister in law.” He grins at her with a wink, I roll my eyes and gently take his arm from around her shoulders.

I hold Sevyns hand as we make our way up a mountain outside of the city. “Who suggested this hike again.” Gavin says huffing and puffing. “Jared and I.” Nadia grins at him and he rolls his eyes. “I hate you guys.” He says breathless. “Cardio is not in my workout routine.” Sevyn giggles. “Sounds like it should be.” Nadia and Gina chuckle practically carrying Gavin up the mountain. “Oh you’re on savage mode today.” He says wiping sweat from his brow and Sevyn nods. “Is it because you’re cranky that we interrupted your orgasm this morning.” Gavin teases and she groans, I grin and chuckle. “From the sounds coming from that room, I’m sure she had plenty.” Gina jokes and Sevyn groans again. “Yeah that was the sound right there.” Jared says not being able to help himself from laughing. “Come on guys lets move on we don’t want to get slapped.” I say and Sevyn slaps my chest playfully. “See?” I chuckle. “She’s on a warpath today.”

GAVINS POV

I giggle as the rest of the group moves on leaving me alone with Charlie, finally. He had come out to me a few weeks ago, privately, saying no one knows not even his brother. We’ve been seeing each other ever since, I liked Charlie he was a real class clown type just like me. He makes sure no one’s watching a places a hand on the small of my back sending tingles up my spine. “You okay? you gonna make it baby?” He asks smiling at me I nod breathless from this hike and his touch. He was a little more clingy than I’m used to but I kind of liked it. “I’m okay handsome, I guess I should be adding cardio to my routine.” He gives me a cheeky smile and winks. “I can give you plenty of cardio don’t worry.” We quickly move apart when Gina turns and looks at us trying to hurry us up. We wave her ahead so we can have privacy. “I’m wondering if we should tell Noah and Sevyn.” He says suddenly and I bite on the inside of my cheek, although I would like to let the world know, I also am nervous without the sense of secrecy and stolen moments, would we really have anything. Is this just fun for us both because we are a secret? I nod at him and he gives me a puzzled look. “Whats wrong?” He asks and I sigh and express my worries, he nods along and leans against the mountain looking into the sky. “You’re scared you won’t like me anymore?” He sounded sad. “No I’m scared you won’t like me anymore, sometimes I wonder if you’re only with me because you find the thrill of it hot.” He shakes his head and gives me the cheekiest of smiles. “I’ve had the biggest crush on you since I’ve met you, I know everyone thinks I’m like this huge womanizer but I’m really not, well when I was confused, sure yeah I ran through women denying myself, thinking maybe its just not the right girl. But how many girls aren’t the right girl? You know.” He shrugs. “I mean after high school I met this guy named Harry, I knew he was gay and I was curious so I befriended him and one day things just happened and I knew, what I’m pretty sure I always knew deep down. But he didn’t want to be kept a secret and I was ashamed, I kept everyone a secret, but you? You I don’t want to keep a secret I want everyone to know. I want to walk around with you and be able to kiss you and not be afraid of what everyone thinks. So no I don’t think I’ll stop liking you if we tell people, if that answers your question.” Woah what a story I sigh and sit down on a rock. “Well when do you want to tell them?” I look at him grinning and he grins back. “I think we should have dinner at Noahs tonight, just the four of us.”

I nod and he offers a hand to help me up I shake my head. “I’m not ready to start walking again.” He chuckles. “We’re losing the group.” I roll my eyes. “Okay okay big papas coming.” “Come on big papa.” I take his hand and groan as we start making our way up the mountain.