Going Back To Before

the kiss

Jason Pov

oh god dammit i was caught i hate my self Geez

i um we came to eat." dammit i could of made it sound more real dammit i knew this would happen

i knew you didnt trust me i hate when you do this ''I HATE YOU"she said i hate you my heart shattered

" i um im sorry i no please take it back i just got you back i don't want to lose you i just want to protect you"

"that doesn't mean any thing you should trust me I HATE YOU!!!. " she said with one tear rolling down her cheek

i wanted to comfort her but i would make things worse she grabbed Jays hand and they left i dont know were they left to but if i followed them it would make my life a living hell and i would be her pet demon

i went back home and matt was doing horrible he is trying to flirt yuck

get a room would ya" i said angry that Hailey is mad at me when i said that Jess blushed at matt

ooh whats got your panties in a twist"he said talking back

i just huffed and ran up stairs

he is just mad that Hailey is mad at him "Chris said

Hailey caught us spying on her and jay and she lashed at him and thats why he has his panties in a twist" Jake said

speaking of Hailey were is she"Jake said

oh she called and said she would be ready in 2 hours for me to pick her up in a secret location that i cant tell you were it is so dont bother following me or trying to figure out were it is and also my mom is moving away and Hailey convinced me to move in here and she explained to my mom why i should stay and she let me stay so im going to be living in here for now one and good luck with finding boy friends boys i already have one" Jess said in like one breath god she is something

aww who is your boyfriend."matt said pouting like a baby

you are...silly."she said looking at matt

i am yay."matt said jumping like a 5 year old

come on we have some unpacking to do oh and by the way im moving in your room."she said pulling him by the shirt area on his chest

matt had a huge smile on his face he look at the boys and made a toothy and creapy smile and smirk the other boys wiggled their eyebrows and made thumbs up

god now we need some chicks now right jake. "chris said

hell yea you wanna go out and look for some girlz,"Jake said wiggling his eyebrows

and were the hell are you to going and were the hell is matt and jess."i said still kind of mad

we are going out on a chick hunt and Matt well Chris you can tell him." He said looking at chris

well he is with jess having kids early but not the kids part and by the way she is moving in "he said

"oh ok and were is Hailey"

she is going to be picked up by jess in 2 hours and she wont tell us were

dammit im down to leave with u guys ill drive"i said im ready to show off my man hood to some lucky girl i thought to my self grabbing my shoes we were off

we got to a bar jake and Chris already are dancing with some girls and i spot my eyes on a shy but hott girl on second thought i wont show off my man hood yet i realy want a real gf not a s*x pal

i walked up to her and said ''hey whats up''

shut it pal if you want to get in someones panties it is not going to be mne i want a real guy not be used for a s*x pal so bat it and find someone else"

oh no no no i want a real g f and i was wondering if you'd like to meet up some were or something to get to know each other before we you now yea" i say backing up a bit

uh yea i would love that how bout that restaurant on that um place

oh the Astor Zamora place"i said smiling a bit

uh yea see ya tommorow at 10:00 bye."she said with a sweet smile it made me turn on so bad i ran to a table and hiding myself god i think im in love then i look around to find the boys but i cant see them any were i sat and waited and girls kept flirting with me

it was about 20-mins and i see the boys walking out of a bathroom and fixing their hair and their cloths then i see two girls walk out as well geez i didnt think they would actually do it

hey dudes i see you had the time of your lives lets go"i say getting the car ready

did you do it to ." chris asked me and jake waiting for a answer to

um no i managed to get a real date not just a slutty buddy"i respond

yea whatever just wait till you can let your mini self out of its cage"jake said

yea whatever my mini Jason will have to wait to be free and he will love it!!

yea maybe mini Jay loved it to Chris mumbled a=but i heard i got mad

WHAT DO YOU MEAN MINI f*****g JAY LOVES IT!!!!!!

well you what me mean is there alone in a secret place for 2 hours so they are bound to you no let mini Jay lose

WHAT THE f**k LETS GO HOME I NEED TO THINK!! NOW

Hailey's Pov

as you all might think that we are doing it we arent we are enjoying a nice little picnic in the garden of the library we are eating a little snack we were done

he leaned in and kissed me i kissed him back it was a really hot kiss and i loved it but i didnt want to do it with him just yet

i pulled away "i love you but i dont want to do it with you yet it is still to early i want it to be special."i say putting one hand on his cheek

"my baby i dont ever want to force you into any thing and if you dont want to do something then we wont"he said cubbing my cheeks

thank you for understanding im a little tired lets go home and jess texted and said her and matt are occupied right now so we will have to walk lets go home i said yawning

ok i will make sure you are in your house before i leave"he said with care in his voice

i love you"

I love you to"