Suzanne I couldn't take it anymore. No matter what I did, how much I tried, I couldn't stop loving him. I needed him. En was right. We were meant to be together. No one ever felt right but he did. Seeing him with someone else. I couldn't bear it. I thought my heart was ripped into a million pieces. I thought those guys will kill me after they were done with me. All I could think was I didn't want to die like that. Without him. Without telling him that I loved him. Without giving us a chance. I couldn't lose him. I had to try at least once. So I rushed here, in his room. I told him everything. He won't speak anything. He hates me. I turned to leave the room. He held my hand and slowly turned me around. "Yes. I have every right to push you away, tell you to leave me, even punish you.

