Hers

Slave

When I entered James room again, I knew I was going to walk out hurt. I just wanted to go back home. Restart everything and go back with my mom. It was so much easier then.

James was sitting on his bed when I arrived, and was already looking at me. He made the guards leave and that left just us. 

He waved at me to go over to him, but I refused. I wanted nothing to do with him, and I wish he felt the same. 

He walked up to me and smacked me straight across the face. It stung a great deal, and then he screamed in my face like a f*****g maniac. 

"GO OVER TO THE f*****g BED RIGHT NOW, JOANNE. I AM NOT f*****g AROUND WITH YOUR ASS ANYMORE."

Of course I ran to the bed. I knew what this man was capable of, and I did not want to die today. I wasn't ready. 

We were sitting on the bed for a couple minutes until he finally spoke. 

"Joanne, you were not a very good girl these past days. I do not appreciate what you did one bit. Especially the part where you knocked out one of my men. That was not very smart, he got quite hurt too. Want to tell me why you did what you did?"

Why I did what I did, this guy is a f*****g retard. 

"What do you mean why I did what i f*****g did? You kidnapped me against my own will, told me I was not to leave, kept me locked up in a f*****g cold cell and you still have the nerve to ask me that? Also, we can not leave out the f*****g fact that I woke up to one of your "men" raping me. Want to ask me why the f**k I ran away again?"

He looked shocked and angry at my words. He had no reason to be angry. No reason at all. I really did not give a s**t though, I have never hated a human as much as I do him. 

"Mar... Marcus f*****g r***d you?" he said to me, with both sadness and anger in his voice.

He should be sad. They are both sick men. Everyone here is sick. 

"Yeah, he f*****g did. Did you completely ignore the fact where you kidnapped me and Diana? Or the fact that I would not have been r***d if you had not taken me. I despise you James. I despise you so much. Why the f**k did you have to take me?"

Instead of answering my question, he just called in one of his guards by the name of Jackson. 

"Jackson, I want you to go get Marcus for me please. I need to have a chat with him. Immediately."

"Ok sir." The man I assumed to be Jackson said before leaving us once again alone in the room.

"CAN YOU PLEASE ANSWER WHY ME AND DIANA ARE HERE?!" I screamed at James, who of course did not answer. 

When I got up to walk away, he pulled my down by my arm and I fell straight back onto the bed in which he then climbed upon me. 

When he started going down for a kiss, I panicked on the inside. How did I know this was going to happen? I was going to become his f*****g s*x slave. I could sense this s**t. 

His lips touched mine, and just as I imagined, they were as plump and soft as they looked. I was enjoying the kiss and I should not have been. I can't enjoy kissing this man. 

Maybe I could just pretend that I was not enjoying it so he doesn't think differently. I started struggling under his grip on my shoulders and tried pushing him away. He sat up with a smirk on his face, and said "You liked that kiss, and I can tell by your face you want it to happen again."

I went to deny it, but there was a knock on the door and a second later, Marcus walked into James' room. James face immediately went into a scowl. He got off the bed and started walking towards Marcus, who looked more scared than even I.

"So Marcus, I heard you did some very inappropriate things to Ms. Stewart without authorization. Now, you know Marcus, that you were one of my favorites and I loved you like a son. But, you also know, I don't permit such behavio-"

"No, James is isn't true. She is-"

"DO NOT INTERRUPT ME! You did something very bad. Something very unforgivable. You better apologize to Joanne immediately Marcus."

Marcus made his way towards me after saying okay to James in the most shaky voice I have ever heard before. I started backing up away from him.

"You need to stay away from me. I do not want you ANYWHERE near me. Stay the f**k back." I said to him. 

It looked like James was now more angry than before which I do not know how it was even possible. 

Next thing I knew, James pulled out a gun and I heard a gun shot but it was not towards me. I looked over at Marcus and he was on the ground with a gunshot through his head. 

I was shook, terrified, disgusted. I was screaming and James was just staring at me like I was crazy. 

"I'm sorry you had to see that, but I do not like it when people touch what is mine; and you, Joanne, are very much mine." James said to me. I couldn't respond due to lack of words. A man was just shot in front of me because of me. I know what he did was wrong, but I did not want to see that. 

Not to mention the fact that James just called me his? I am not f*****g his. I never will be. I am Diana's. I do not want to be his, and I will make sure he knows that soon enough.