When I woke up the next day, I still could not wrap my head around what was happening. I keep hoping it's a bad dream that I will just awake from, but it's not.
I can't stop thinking about how if I never went on this stupid journey I would have never went to that stupid club. I would have never been taken by Diana. I would be in college right now actually being productive and not in danger.
It is just so weird how quick your life can change. I would have never guessed this would happen. I started to think about how I will probably never see or hear from my mom again. I told her I would call her every week, and I have not spoken to her since I have left. Then there was guilt. Dammit.
I heard my kidnapper coming closer and I reminded myself to be good unless I want to f*****g die. This really was all so crazy, and I hated that I had to pretend it was okay.
When Diana stepped in she turned on the light, which made it easier to see her than it was last night. I got all her features right, which I was surprised by.
I noticed her attire was not as sophisticated as I thought it would be. I don't know why, but I had a feeling she would wear a suit or something. But instead, she was wearing jean shorts and a tight black tank top. From what I could see, I was also very right about her being fit.
I tried to go through all the pros of my situation through my head, but before I could even start thinking she spoke to me.
"Good morning Joanne! So, how did you sleep last night?" she said with a smile on her face that made me uncomfortable. What?
"I slept alright. It would probably been better if I had a blanket being that its like 20 degrees in here." Although I didn't mean to, I said that with so much annoyance and aggravation in my voice that she glared at me for a minute. Then, of course, I remembered I did not want to die.
"Sorry. Didn't mean to sound so rude." I said with a more smooth voice.
She just smiled a sweet one, which didn't fool me because I know she is a evil psychotic b***h. "Well, today we have a kind of, not really, busy day ahead of us. I feel as if you are not going to try anything because you seem like a smart girl. Today you're going to meet all my staff members, that way they know they work for you also. You will also be shown the room you will be staying in upstairs. Do not worry, I made sure to fully stock the closet with clothes. I don't know what you prefer so there are many different styles of clothing in there."
She just looked at me for a minute with that same weird smile, and said "Come on. You're going to go see your room now, and pick out a outfit and shower. I know you want to. Once you're done, you can come eat with me in the kitchen."
I followed her up the steps and when we were out of the basement, I gasped at the sight I saw. The house was beautiful. It was very big, 3 stories high. The walls were all white, but not dirty white like my house. It looked freshly painted. The decals on the walls were gorgeous and I was extremely impressed. I did not like the idea of being kidnapped, but I think this place made my stay a little better.
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When I first entered my room, I couldn't believe what I saw. The walls were a very, very light blue to the point where you almost could not tell it was a color. My eyes were immediately attracted to the bed which was the same size as the one in the basement, just higher off the ground. This bed looked so comfortable, I just had to try it out. Right as I sat on the bed, I looked at Diana with my eyes and mouth wide. It was probably the most comfortable piece of furniture I have ever sat on.
After I was done admiring the soft sheet and wool comforter, I started looking around the enormous room. I found the closet, which was a huge walk-in and felt like fainting for a second when I saw how much clothes were inside of it. There was more clothes in there then I have probably owned my entire life combined. There was also a large variety of shoes and bag and clutches. Inside the closet was a vanity in the center of it with lots of makeup and jewelry.
Diana showed me where everything is. From where my t-shirts were to where my tank tops were. From where my jeans were to where my skirts and dresses were. She showed me where all my undergarments were and then left me to shower.
I picked out a outfit from my large variety and decided on something quite simple. Although my situation is not great at the moment, this woman keeps showing me so many things I have wanted my whole life. She is making it all the more easier to stay calm, and I think that was her plan the entire time. Of course, I was falling for it.
I grabbed a pair of dark ripped skinny jeans and a light pink Pink shirt. I grabbed black lace cheeky's and a matching bra. I have no idea how she knew my bra size, but she did.
I walked into the bathroom, and was completely astonished. The bathroom was huge, almost as big as the closet. In one corner, there was a Jacuzzi bathtub. I swear it was too big to be a tub. Across from the tub, there was a stand up shower. The shower was pretty big to, not that I was surprised.
Right when you first walk in, straight in front there is a BIG granite marble sink with a very large mirror. I looked through the drawers and in the top one was a bunch of hair ties, hair brushes, combs, bobby pins, etc. and in the second drawer there were beauty supplies. The beauty supplies consisted of hair products such as very expensive moose and hairspray, frizz tamer, face masks and all those kind of things. The bottom drawer included tampons and pads and all those wonderful things.
Hanging on the wall near the mirror was a cabinet full of more makeup.
"s**t, who needs this much makeup?"
On the opposite side of the mirror was a little rack with a straightener, a curling wand, curling iron, and a blow dryer. All the products in this room I would never have been able to afford before.
The toilet was in the corner opposite to the bathtub, to the left of the shower.
After I was done admiring, I went to the large rack in the corner near the door and grabbed a towel and a washcloth. I never had to worry about running out of those, there were so many. I also grabbed some shampoo and conditioner, a brand I never heard of before because it probably cost like 200$. It was called Gold Lust Repair and Restore.
When I was done showering and getting dressed, I blow dried my hair and put some frizz tamer in it, and it actually worked. My hair was naturally straight, so I didn't really have to do much.
I brushed my teeth with the toothbrush on the sink and then went into the hall outside of my room. I remembered that my room was on the third floor so I went downstairs the way I came from and tried to find Diana. Or, my kidnapper. Little b***h.
Remember you don't want to die. My subconscious reminded me.
I found Diana in the kitchen and we ate some pancakes with sausage and eggs and hash browns. She then introduced me to all the staff members and I did not remember most of their names except for Felicia, my personal maid.
Diana then said something to me that frightened me.
"I can tell you enjoyed today, seeing the house and all. Rules are: you can go around the house whenever you want. If you try to leave, like I have said, it wont work. All phone calls are monitored, so if you call someone, I can hear EVERYTHING you say. If you say something about your position, I will kill you whoever you told."
My mood was enlightened when I found out I could contact my mom and John again. Maybe I would be okay. I just had to keep my mouth shut.
"Today was probably one of your easiest days, darling. Tomorrow is when we actually start. Although it will not be a horrible thing, it will not be wonderful for you I do not think." She said.
My stomach started to turn. I had no idea what was going to happen, so I could only wish for the best. After that she said she had some work to do for the rest of the day, so I went up to my room for the entire night. Felicia would bring me lunch and dinner and I would eat and then lay down.
I looked at the clock on the night stand by my room and saw it was 8:30. Although it wasn't late, I was exhausted and I felt uneasy. I went into the closet and grabbed stretchy black yoga shorts and a skin tight white tank top. After I took off my bra, I went into the bed and laid down.
The room was kind of chilly, so I covered myself up. When I started to fall asleep, part of me felt excited. What the f**k was wrong with me?
I had no idea what was happening tomorrow, and I know it was not exactly good, but I was kind of excited? I am honestly so dumb, but I didn't wrap my head around my stupidity because I fell asleep.
I guess I will just have to wait to see what is in store for me tomorrow.